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215 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1964
Courage. Glory be. It is a final beginning. It was one thing to let him dig a pit there at the crossways like a grave for some notable. This is different. Now I lay a hand on the very body of my church. Like a surgeon, I take my knife to the stomach drugged with poppy.
But he reached the top at last and squatted there among the ravens. While the sun sank in great stillness he sat there, and all the spire was in his head.

A BALANCING ACT

Day & night, acts of worship went on in the stink & the half dark, where the candles illuminated nothing but close halos of vapor; and the voices rose, in fear of age & death, in fear of weight & dimension, in fear of darkness & a universe without hope. "Lord, let our cry come unto thee!" There was a rumor of plague in the city. The number of faces--the strained, silent, shining eyed faces before the light that betoken the Host--increased to a crowd.The steeple venture has become "Jocelin's Folly" and at one point as he heard "the distant jeering of workmen, he understood what an alehouse joke it must seem to see the dean himself in the midst of the model for the spire." Jocelin suddenly realizes that "renewing life of the world was a filthy thing, a rising tide of muck, so that he gasped for air." Even some of the gargoyles "seemed diseased as they yelled their soundless blasphemies & derisions into the wind."
But Jocelin never joined them, since his own angel sometimes came to comfort, warm & sustain him. But like a good general, he saw that they needed help; for even to him, his instruments, these people he had to use, seemed little more than apes now that clambered about the building.
He had the model of the cathedral brought to the crossways & stood against a pillar, spire & all to encourage them. The model seemed the only clean thing in the building, though a finger that touched it, came away wet."

Day and night, acts of worship went on in the stink and half dark, where the candles illuminated nothing but close haloes of vapour; and the voices rose, in fear of age and death, in fear of weight and dimension, in fear of darkness and a universe without hope. (50)