What do you think?
Rate this book


253 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 1970









“The studio was full of gray affable men who had tried it in New York and come back South to live and die. They were competent, though we demanded no very high standard from them, and when they weren’t working at layouts and paste-ups they would sit tilted back from the drawing board with their hands behind their heads, gazing at whatever same thing was there.”
“The women were almost all secretaries and file clerks, young and semi-young and middle-aged, and their hair styles, piled and shellacked and swirled and horned, and almost every one stiff, filled me with desolation. I kept looking for a decent ass and spotted one in a beige skirt, but when the girl turned her barren, gum-chewing face toward me, it was all over.”
"I was selling my soul to the devil all day... and trying to buy it back at night."

"Kill him," Lewis said with the river.
"I'll kill him if I can find him," I said.
"Well," he said, lying back, "here we are, at the heart of Lewis Medlock country."
"Pure survival," I said.
"This is what it comes to," he said. pg 160

I touched the knife hilt at my side, and remembered that all men were once boys, and that boys are always looking for ways to become men. Some of the ways are easy, too; all you have to do is be satisfied that it has happened.
“Here we go,” he said, “out of the sleep of mild people, into the wild rippling water.”
…
The river was blank and mindless with beauty. It was the most glorious thing I have ever seen. But it was not seeing, really. For once it was not just seeing. It was beholding. I beheld the river in its icy pit of brightness, in its far-below sound and indifference, in its large coil and tiny points and flashes of the moon, in its long sinuous form, in its uncomprehending consequence.
…
“I think,” I said, “that we’ll never get out of this gorge alive.”