Voted Novel of the Year by Women of Faith in 2006, Reconstructing Natalie—though categorized as fiction—is very real to many women. It follows 27-year-old Natalie from the time she first discovers a lump in her breast, to her heartrending decision to have a double mastectomy, to a party celebrating five years of being cancer-free.
Between the diagnosis and the celebration, however, Natalie experiences every emotion imaginable—and Laura Jensen Walker, herself a breast cancer survivor, so poignantly tells Natalie’s story that the reader can’t help experiencing those emotions, too. Chemotherapy renders a body extremely weak, and Walker describes it well as Natalie tries to make brownies for the first time post-surgery, only to find she is too weak to lift the electric mixer. On another occasion, an elderly man helps Natalie pump gas when she realizes the nozzle is too heavy for her to lift. Those are things most of us don’t think about, and Walker brings it home in such a way that I found myself in tears.
Natalie’s friends and members of her cancer support group help her keep things in perspective throughout, and Walker’s keen sense of humor reigns as she describes Natalie’s hair loss, her search for a wig, and finally receiving her prostheses.
Natalie faces some tough times relationally, but her faith in God helps her grow through them—from being too dependent on her parents, for whom she works, to getting her own place and a job that showcases her talents; from a boyfriend who ditches her as soon as the breast cancer diagnosis is made, to finding a man who doesn’t define her by her breasts or whether she is bald. And Natalie herself comes to grips with the fact that her identity ultimately is in Christ—not in how she looks.