I had to wait to review this book because it made me so angry. This might legit be my first hate-read. Why did I put myself through this?? Warning: this review is as unspoilery as I could manage, but still outlines a lot of the plot and characters.
This book could've been a home run. Our main character and her husband are both POC, she's got a fascinating family history, and magic tangibly exists in this world. In fact the magick is fantastically represented here, and I nearly wept for joy the way voodoo, hoodoo etc were explained. The social commentary is crisp and on point. This is an own-voices author. Much of the text-level writing was fantastic, the atmosphere tense and unsettling, with the possibility of the paranormal.
But. I take issue with almost everything else.
#1 Eva -
I found the main character increasingly intolerable. Full discloser: I'm prejudiced against irresponsible, alcoholic parents, regardless of how affectionate or loving they are in other regards.
As with many (maybe all) alcoholics, she has suffered legitimate trauma. She's emotionally immature and the side effect of her attempting to escape her demons is a pervasive selfishness. She can't trust what she sees because she's usually chemically compromised, and with her being our POV character, she is a consummate unreliable narrator.
Even though I understood her, I found her impossible to empathize with. On top of everything I listed above, it's unfortunate that the author chose to write her as unreasonably insecure concerning her marriage, a hypocrite about marital fidelity, and sexist attitudes towards women. Also, she compulsively lies and stonewalls. What a piece of work.
#2 Her family -
Her entire family is extremely, inhumanly tolerant and supportive. This woman is immersed in rich, unconditional love, and still manages not to grow. This level of tolerance and support is simply not believable.
For example. When her 12 year old daughter discovers something awful her mother has done, the natural response would be shock, hurt, confusion, disgust, a sense of betrayal and massive sense of insecurity in her entire world. All we get is shock, an extremely short period of alienation between her and her Mom, then everything goes back to normal. Really?
Eva passionately loves her husband. Her husband is truly wonderful. Yet, she abandons him as soon as "evidence" is found that defects him as a liar. She lives in a world of magic, yet instantly embraces mundane information as immutable fact. Where is her skepticism? In a plot-convenience black hole. It was so obvious that one of the two pieces of "evidence" could've been planted.
Her sister, (who is another inhuman perfect being) who selflessly raised her while still being barely an adult herself, is underappreciated and taken advantage of. She arrives to help and basically takes over all household management and parenting while Eva f*cks off being Eva.
#3 Eva's observations about her 12 year old daughter -
One or two observations about her child becoming a woman would've be fine. But she repeatedly thought about her daughter's body and pubescence; it became freaking creepy. You'd think this was written by a man the way it kept focusing on her chest. Between this and the drinking I began disliking the author as much as Eva.
#4 The Ex, Sam / #5 Eva's parenting -
On old flame/ BFF shows up and instantly insinuates himself into her family. She's oblivious to her children's distress about this strange man coming into their home for dinner. Then she guilts them into being polite about his weird and unwelcome gifts, then helping out in the kitchen. No respect for their boundaries. SHE'S having fun but cares nothing for the emotional burden she's putting her children through. But the author chooses to quickly gloss this all over with the kids soon giggling and getting along with this guy. UNREALISTIC.
Sam is waving so many red flags it's mind boggling. Eva not reacting to said red flags is bizarre, even taking into account her emotional immaturity. I disliked him so much that perversely I began hoping that she would end up with him, and therefore leave her wonderful family free to go on without her. That can't be with the author intended, right?
#6 The plot twist / big reveal
One of the reveals was something I should've put together early on but didn't. She got me on that one. The others explain the plot, but otherwise were pretty unbelievable. The world is small, but not THAT small.
In conclusion: I don't recommend this at all. Just reviewing this has made me angry all over again. Verity by Colleen Hoover made me pretty angry, too, so if you liked that one, this book might be a homerun for you.
I won't be reading anything else by this author.
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GR Personal Rating System:
★★★★★ 5 Stars ~ LOVED
★★★★☆ 4 Stars ~ ENJOYED
★★★☆☆ 3 Stars ~ LIKED
★★☆☆☆ 2 Stars ~ MEH
★☆☆☆☆ 1 Star ~ NOPE