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207 pages, Hardcover
First published January 28, 1957
He was the youth who had gone out into the world in beggar's garb and come back in shining armor. This was the moment of fulfillment. This was the moment of reward he could never have known in America. These were the people who had seen him only when he had set out on his quest, whose vision had not been dulled by nearness through the long trial, and who now saw only the shining armor.
"If there was an incident, Uncle, I do not want you to tell me who was involved since we may know their people," he asked. "But simply answer me this. Did the badman go back to Montana?" My father stirred uncomfortably, and then finally, he sighed and said, "No, he only made it to the last street light in town."
He was right about that. It took courage all right for a woman to live in the sheep camps. And it took courage not to keep on living that way, to make her own opportunity and come to Carson City as she did, out of an old brown-board cabin in the desert, with four children and a hundred dollars, to start another life in the little hotel, doing all the cooking and serving for the workingmen boarders, and taking care of their rooms, on her feet from four o-clock in the morning until midnight, and with only half enough sleep at night. And it took courage for a pretty woman to watch slender legs become a mass of purple veins forever from standing on her feet until the last day of the ninth month, and then deliver her child and go back to work.
Even after we had left the hotel and my father had gone back to the hills with his sheep, it took courage to face a life with six children who could have gone one way or another, and do it with an iron rule, without fear ever once showing, and with a love that was there in little things like a touch of the hand or an unguarded glance, because if she had ever shown fear or weakness or too much love, she would have been lost.
It took courage all right, but it took something else too. It had to do with forty mornings of Lent, up when the sky was still dark and the snow was piled high on the ground, trudging a narrow path tot he church, with her brood strung out behind her, little dark patches moving slowly through the white snow, huddled deep in their coats, shivering, and with eyes still stuck with sleep.
It had to do with winter nights when the big trees outside the house moaned fearfully with blizzards, and long after the children had gone to bed a single candle burned in the living room, and a wife prayed for her husband in the hills.