3.5 rounded down
I thought this was going to be a 5 star read for me, I was really enjoying the hurt/comfort between Thomas and Sebastian. 🥰
Thomas was preyed upon when he was younger and ended up falling in love and bonding to a pedo, he’s been cheated on multiple times and been mentally beaten down by his ex who left 2 years ago.
Sebastian was previously bonded to someone who only wanted him for his money and was even repulsed by his appearance ( telling him to ‘just get on with it ‘ and keep his clothes on when they were intimate ) when they broke their bonds his ex had a list of reasons why he was a bad partner and that led Sebastian to believe he’d never be cared for, never be wanted by someone, he still wanted children so he started his search for a surrogate.
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I was LOVING this until I got to around 70% and I saw that they still hadn’t talked about their growing feelings towards each other and it kinda continued to go downhill from there. Because they did eventually discuss their feelings but by that point it felt like the author was just trying to wrap things up, I didn’t get to Thomas finally get his bond removed, I didn’t get to experience his emotions of finally being rid of the feelings he had to deal with for 2 years after his ex left. Didn’t get to experience Thomas and Sebastian dating to see if they would be a good match, which I feel very robbed of considering Sebastian thought Thomas only liked being with him due to the medication he was taking to try to get pregnant, there was a lot of build up and no pay out. There’s a one year time jump that tells us they dated and got pregnant and Thomas is moving into Sebastian’s new home.
It felt like I only got the beginning of a story and the whole falling in love and seeing how good things can be with the right partner was completely skipped over, we only get to see interactions while Thomas is on medication. 🥲
And apparently Thomas’s dads didn’t want anything to do with him after he bonded to his ex, he was warned about him and because Thomas didn’t listen they didn’t want him in their life anymore SO WHY did Thomas ask them to show up on moving day so he could have their blessings with his new partner ?? It was awkward and completely unnecessary, would’ve made more sense to have them slowly reconnect over time, they didn’t even know Thomas had gotten his bond removed so wtf 🤷🏻♀️
I am sad for what this could’ve been, I liked the beginning but then it took a turn, the ending is cute with them having a baby but I feel like the meat of their relationship was completely skipped over and ultimately I’m left unsatisfied.
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My ratings always reflect my enjoyment of the story. Just because it aligns or doesn’t align with my tastes does not mean it’ll be the same for you. These are just my rambling thoughts so try reading it for yourself ! ❀