i wrote a really long review of this but is got deleted, so here are some brief bullet points of how bad the events of this book are, and how i cannot ever recommend it.
- maddie and her brother’s adoptive parents die in a fire. maddie is blamed.
- maddie runs away from hospital where she and her brother are.
- she gets taken in by a kind old man who lets her stay with him for a week, before she is recognized.
- she is sent to live with emergency foster parents Kirsty and Andrew
- After some kerfuffel, she is sent to a residential home for troubled girls.
- at this home, she meets sickly Holly, who is diagnosed with leukaemia.
- in order to be able to help Holly with treatment, she allows herself to be raped by the pedofile teacher at the school.
- after Holly dies, she wants this to stop, so she says so.
- He refuses to stop.
- She breaks into his apartment and finds out he is trans. she goes into a whole transphobic rant that generalises.
- she decides to escape, which is remarkably easy.
- She finds her on the streets where she befriends a group of squatters, one of whom is heavily pregnant.
- this girl gives birth on christmas, and Maddie is sent to abandon the baby, but she gets caught.
- as this is happening, a bomb explodes in the squat they are all living in and everyone except for Maddie dies.
- She is sent back to the residential home, where Andy begins to visit her after divorcing Kirsty.
- She decides to confess in a letter to Andy how much abuse she has been subjected to.
- this is intercepted and Maddie is abducted in the night and sent to a brothel seemingly run by the school
- Here, she finds out that both the heads of the school are trans, and are lovers.
- this grosses her out, but she doesnt have much time to think about it before she is raped.
- andy and the school nurse decide something fishy is going on and they find out about the brothel.
- maddie escapes with their help and the two teachers who ran the school are arrested.
- maddie goes back to live with andy, and on the night of maddie’s 18th birthday he has sex with her.
- maddie becomes pregnant and runs away
- did i mention she reconnected with her disabled brother?
- maddie gives birth to twins and apparently she is a good mother.
- she and andy reconnect after their birth and get married
- the end.
i dont know how anyone could think that a story that ended in an innapropraite relationship between a care giver and what is essentially a child was a good idea.