God, that pretty much broke my heart :'( I love this series, and apart from the annoying realisation that I'll have to wait for God knows how many more books to get to the end of it, this was a great addition to the story.
I just finished reading it only scant minutes ago, so I'm still feeling the effects, but the only word I can properly come up with to describe it is... emotional. Flipping hell, was that emotional!
I'd actually harboured thoughts (hopes would probs be better) that this was going to be one of those series with not much death for people we great to like in it. Often I'd read things with lots of blood & battle in them, only to find when I'm done that there wasn't one character that I'd really invested in that actually came a cropper. After a good while of that happening here (I really didn't like Lauriana Barastani much, so yeah), I guess I'd become a little complacent.
There was actually a bit in the middle somewhere where I thought dear old Gaspare Fellows would perish, and I was really upset - he's not even that big of a character, but I do have some affection for the guy.
So when the blows came, they hit me hard. Like, brink of tears hard.
Some of the characters go through some awful merde here, and I really felt for so many of them. My heart was breaking at numerous points; I do genuinely love loads of the characters, and some of the things they stuck through made me want to cry just imagining it. The way those scenes were handled made me really think that C.L. Wilson has the talent to match the imagination - my heart just bled for them sometimes, it was horrible :(
Just... Talisa & Adrial... Ah, that was sad. I really was desperately wishing for some sort of bolt-of-lightning type thing to come along and strike dead that toad diSelbourne along with his hideous father, they were horrid. What made it harder was I actually felt sympathy for Colum at times; his emotions were relatable, but ultimately I couldn't find any sympathy for him once he got fried (go Adrial!) Despite how tragic it was, the scenes between Adrial & Talisa were really beautiful, and ultimately they still had hope.
I even felt bad for Annoura sometimes :L When she kept on destroying her relationship with Dorian with her stubbornness and pride I wanted to shake her; nobody is a stranger to pride, and I could completely understand why she was acting the way she was sometimes, which made it even harder to read. Even Dorian wasn't immune from it - I know Annoura is a childish brat mostly, but she did love him a lot, and through misunderstandings they wrecked their relationship. It was sad to see, largely since it happens so much to ordinary people, and is such a waste really... :(
There are still a lot of questions left unanswered, and some more were poised in this book. Just where are Lillis & Lorelle? Who is Eillis? At first I thought she might be a mage distraction (could be, who knows), but I hope not. And I harbour hope that Kieran makes a return - since he was seen disappearing under 'rocks and trees' and various Earth-y things, I'm hoping his gift will bring him back safely.
And after reading others wishes for the twins to bond with Kiel & Kieran... Well it seems wrong, since they're tiny, but it would be lovely from a hopeful romantic POV. :L
I desperately want a HEA for this series. After everything, the characters just seem to deserve it. I'll be bracing myself for more heartbreak, after A & T, but hopefully they won't be in vain. After Vadim Maur's alarming actions at the end, I'll keep on waiting until somebody decapitates the man - he's vile. :S The Elves were great; annoying at times, but I liked the King - he seems to have suffered a lot through the Dance, and I hope it ends soon.
I was so happy when Ellie finally realised about her parents - everytime Rain or someone else suggested a theory about her seizures/birth, I became more anxious for her to realise about her parents.
Which brings me on to an unexpected new fave character of mine - Melliandra. Dude, that girl is awesome! Imagine her as an adult - she's a badass in the making. Though it's in vain, a book on her would be lovely - she's the type of heroine I really love :)
If she helps Ellie's parents escape & kills the High Mage, she will officially be my favourite character in the whole thing :L
More than anything I want the perfect end for Ellie and Rain - I hope Ellie can get over whatever it is that's holding her back (?) to complete the bond. I love Rain, and although she can be annoying Ellie is a great heroine, so I would love nothing more than for them both to live happily in the Fading Lands with lots and lots of Fey babies, soppy & old fashioned as it may be. (:
They world building in these books is brilliant. As they go on they seem to become more intricate, well written and beautiful, due to the author or increasing attachment to the characters I don't know. Anybody who loves fantasy or PNR but bemoans the lack of great stories that weave them together well, like I do often, would love these books. They're not perfect, but once you begin they grab you by the throat and don't let go. And if that's not reading is all about, I'm not sure what is. (: