An ARC was provided to me by the author in exchange for an honest review
This is not my typical genre, but I was intrigued by the synopsis, and decided to read it. My typical reads usually have some type of romance theme to them, but vary in degrees of YA / NA / PNR / CR / dark reads, thriller reads etc. So being this book is more classified as suspense / thriller / horror may be why I didn't enjoy it as much other books I typically read.
What I did enjoy:
Randy does a nice job of bringing you into the story, introducing the characters, and snaring your attention from page 1. From the very first chapter I was wondering what was going to happen next, where the story was going to go, and even though from the synopsis I knew partly what would happen, it was still quite a shocker as the details played out. This book flowed throughout and was a quick read.
I connected with the main character Justine / Adrienne, I felt she was a really likeable character. She was relatable, you could feel her pain, her anguish, her fear, and you could sense her strength. I also liked her husband, Peter, although I did not connect with him as much. He sometimes seemed aloof and uncaring. I really liked Alex, her fiancé, who was unfortunately killed off in the beginning of the book. He felt warm and caring, (this is where parts of me with the romantic tendencies goes off to day dream).
Ian and Eli, or Angel and Demon, as I likened them, really were opposites in every way. Ian, beautiful, angel like, protector, loving, and Eli, disfigured / deformed, demon like, loathing, and full of hate. It was an age old epic battle of light and dark.
The suspense was there, and Randy will keep you guessing as to where and what will happen next. What secrets will be revealed, how or if evil will be defeated, and who will escape with their lives.
What I didn't enjoy:
Being as this book wasn't my normal genre, I still couldn't help but look for the romance. I wanted more. I wanted to know more about Alex and Justine, I wanted to know more about how Peter and Adrienne met, I wanted more history, more back story, how did he win her heart? How did she get over Alex? How hard was it for her to fall in love again? How did the incident affect her ability to find love, to trust? But, it was just given, time had moved forward from the incident until the present time, and you took it for what it was. Also, as I mentioned earlier, I didn't connect as well to Peter. I felt at times he truly was uncaring, cold, and aloof. I wanted warm, soothing, reassuring.
Randy has a flair for details, and sometimes that is good and sometimes it was bad. Some of the murder scenes (in my opinion) were quite detailed and graphic. Please remember, I am not a horror reader at heart, so maybe this is common in these themes. To me, (even as a medical professional, or maybe because I am a medical professional), it was quite gory and gruesome. I could have gone without some of the details. Did it enhance the story? I don't really know. What it a shock factor? Yes.
Being a typical romance reader, this book really did not fit the mold I wanted. I wanted romance, drama / angst / problems, resolution, and an HEA. I got the romance (sort of), drama, problems (in spades), some resolution, and some closure. It did not have the ending I would have liked to have read, but alas, I am not the writer and can only go where I am directed. I was not left unsatisfied, only sad for the characters.
Overall:
I would give this book a strong 3.5 stars to a weak 4 stars for me. Again, this is my opinion only. I would recommend this book to someone looking for a new Horror / thriller novel by a new indie author. Sometimes that's where we find the brightest gems!