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"...One never ought to listen to flowers, one should only look at them and breathe their fragrance. Mine perfumed all my planet. But I did not know how to take pleasure in all her grace... the fact is that I did not know how to understand anything! She cast her fragrance and her radiance over me. I ought never to have run away from her... I ought to have guessed all the affection that lay behind her poor little stratagems. Flowers are so inconsistent! But I was too young to know how to love her....."
How to rate this one, being such a personal,unique tale?
For style of writing I would say a 3.5 but for what it showed me i will give it a 5.
I doubt there´s that many people around that haven't heard of Saint Exupery and his Little Prince tale - the aviator stranded in the desert that meets a young prince on a voyage across the stars - and of this young prince´s devotion/love for his rose, the most beautiful perfect rose in the universe, that he cant live with/ without.
Well, did you know that the rose is real?Yes, she is....or was.
The inspiration for this rose came from Antoine Saint-Ex (as his friends called him), from his life and his very intense relationship with his wife - Consuelo.
The tale of the rose is precisely what its tittle says - the rose (Consuelo) tells her tale of how she met this larger than life character, how she loved him, was loved, was abandoned and picked up again..and again...and again..till the one faithful day when the aviator left on his airplane for one more trip and never came back.
Thus the rose was left to spend the rest of her life remembering, writing this tale that began as a letter to him 2 years after his disappearance, and preserving the memory of her Tonio (as she called him).
The manuscript was found only after Consuelo´s death, she had written it down and put it aside - to painful?too much?...one can only wonder.
My own reaction to reading this was at first, from my 2017 couch, astonishment, fury, anger, frustration - how could a woman, any woman, put up with all the affairs, the ups and downs of Antoine´s character, the lack of money, the never ending roaming from place to place since the day they met in Buenos Aires in 1930 to the day they said goodbye in New York in the spring of 1944?
I found myself hating him,him!! the creator of one of my all time favorite stories! I wanted to punch him in the face for being so selfish and hurting her so much, and to slap her hard so she would snap out of it and leave him for good...but can I really judge? can anyone of us?
So what you have here dear reader, should you choose to try this one, is a tale of love, of passion, of pain, sadness, obsession and misery all thrown together in the shape of a man and a woman who I do believe shared a deeply strong bond and who, to a certain extent, were always there for each other - in Consuelo´s case beyond his death.
This may not fit the pattern of a "healthy/normal" relationship, but who are me and you to judge what makes our fellow Man happy?...as long as no one gets killed, its really none of our business.
Some people come into this world only briefly, to show us something, to makes us feel more than what many times we allow ourselves to feel. They shine bright, so so bright and suddenly, they are gone.
Life with a genius is never easy, never simple and straightforward...it am not saying he should be excused, but I do believe Consuelo in the end had no regrets and I applaud her courage and honesty in telling it all and leaving it behind so we would get to know The Tale of the Rose....
Extra Note - Saint Exupery disappeared somewhere over the Mediterranean in July 1944, his body and airplane were never found but, in 1998, a diver in the Mediterranean Sea recovered a bracelet inscribed "Antoine/Consuelo" ......
Happy Readings!