Trois: L'amour en chiffres #3

by E.S. Carter

Je suis un fils.

Je suis un frère.

Je suis un artiste.

Je suis un étudiant.

Je suis son étudiant.



Elle a été la première.

Première passion, premier « vrai » baiser, premier amour, premier... chagrin d’amour.



Je lui ai tout donné, y compris mon corps, et je lui aurais donné encore plus.

Je lui ai donné des « je t’aime »... mais elle m’a dit que son cœur était occupé par un autre, qu’il n’y avait plus de place pour moi.



Que nous ne pourrions jamais être ensemble.

Que ce que nous avons fait était mal.

Je n’avais pas l’impression que c’était mal.



La blessure la plus profonde est cet amour impossible. Il durera le plus longtemps, coupera le plus profondément et sera plus fort que tout.

C’est un amour imparfait, un cercle infini.

Vous ne pouvez pas le contrôler ; c’est aussi simple que de cligner des yeux et, tout comme le clignement des yeux, plus vous essayez de l’arrêter, plus la douleur vous consume.

298 pages, Kindle Edition

Published October 28, 2021

About the author

USA Today Bestselling Author, ES Carter, lives in Cardiff, South Wales. The home of castles, dragons and folklore.
Her family joke that she was born with a book in her hand, and the urge to write stories soon followed.
At eleven, she won her school's literary prize. At ages fourteen to sixteen - her poetry phase after falling in love with Dylan Thomas and e.e. cummings - she had a few poems published, but life, love and family overtook her dreams, and she was in her thirties when she began the scary journey of self-publishing.
Her debut and internationally best-selling series, 'Love by Numbers', are a set of interconnected stand alone romances, all with varying themes of love. From second-chance to romantic comedy and M/M romance. These stories do not need to be read in order, in fact, she is often guilty of advising readers to start at the last book and work their way back through.
Contemporary romance is not the only genre she writes, her second series, 'The Red Order', is as dark and twisted as you can get, but there is beauty there too if you can open your eyes and look.
With many more stories bursting to be set free, she hopes you stay along for the ride.
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