Nazia is 14 and will be married to her much older cousin at the end of the school year. Her mom had made clothes for her dowry and had jewelry saved for the wedding. It was a lifetime's work of acquiring bracelets, earrings, necklaces, and beaded outfits to be worn after her wedding.
Her dad was injured in a work accident and lay around the house pretending to be hurt while his wife worked her butt off cleaning houses like a servant. Annoyingly, Nazia took her dad's side. Her no good, loser brother who had left home with no word came back and stole Nazia's entire dowry to sell. Unrealistically, Nazia didn't even react. She felt that Bilal had stolen from her mom and not her since her mom had bought the jewelry. And she didn't want to tell her mom that her brother had stolen it because she didn't want to ruin her mom's good opinion of him. A sensible, realistic choice.
Her uncle came after he heard about his bother's accident and because his son Salman asked him to check on his future wife and to see if the family needed anything. He wished they had come to him in the beginning for help, asked how they could make this decision for Nazia without coming to him. He said she was her daughter for a short time but she would be his son's wife for the rest of her life. He told Nazia she could have at least sent word to him and he would have helped her. If her dad wasn't going to take care of them he never would have let them come, not when Nazia is spoken for.
Her uncle was embarrassed of her calloused hands and dark, freckled skin, skinny body and hollowed eyes from working. Nazia had worked the shameful work of a servant and was not suitable for marriage, could turn willful and manipulate her husband against his dad. He broke off the engagement and would have to find another bride for his son.
Her mom told her that her dad pretended to have broken legs when they were only bruised and that he had healed but was only pretending to go out and look for work. She gave him the money for tent instead of taking it herself and he claimed to have been robbed. After her uncle broke the engagement, and her dad wasn't there to defend them because he stayed gone for two days, they were kicked out of the apartment and had to beg the rich employers to let them stay at their house.
Surprisingly, Fatima, the nicest employer, didn't let them stay because she didn't have room. Seema, the one who employs Sherzad, agreed to keep them but not her brother or dad if they showed. The women kept saying how had the men are, how they're lazy and when they find out the mom will do anything to feed their kids, they do nothing and take the money. Nazia kept getting mad anytime her mom said something bad about her dad, believing in his innocence the entire time.
He showed up at their house and Nazia begged the woman to let him stay. I couldn't stand Nazia's belief in him. Her mom told her she'd regret it and Nazia wondered if they would, but she was happy that her two younger siblings could see their dad. Your dad stole the rent money and caused you all to lose your house and be borderline starving, worked to death as the lowest class in society. Why are you sticking up for him? Stupid, naive dumbass. I couldn't wait for her dad to prove him right.
Seema had slapped Sherzad across the face when he'd asked for more food, and for the party when Sharzad was sick and Nazia had asked for someone else to do his errand, Seema slapped her. Her mom didn't say anything at all and I thought Nazia would be hurt but she was kissing her mom's cheek the next morning like nothing happened. The author couldn't write emotion. Nazia was like a robot without regular human reactions to events.
Nazia's dumbassery knew no bounds. She convinced Sherzad to leave this place in pursuit of staying with his mom, knowing that his mom sent all of his siblings out into the city to work and she came around collecting their money regularly. Sherzad abandoned his work one day, and then showed up later with a bruised face and a cut lip and his mom grabbed him by the ear and shook him like a rag doll. Way to go, dumbass, for misinterpreting yet one more situation and getting Sherzad into that situation.
While her mom slept, her dad was complaining about having to patrol a wall at work and that his leg hurt and he should be able to sit down. He told Nazia to tell their employers that he was ill and I was expecting her to see the truth that he was a lazy bum. But no, she agreed to go along with it, let him sleep in, saw him limp when he went outside in case the boss was watching, and even bought a meal for him. Watching him lick the grease from the food made her "full." Screw this loser.
There was a commotion with her dad and a peddler and Nazia saw that he was trying to sell their boss's scrap goods, and he claimed the peddler hadn't paid him for it yet. The man said to check his pockets and her mom found the money there. Seema kicked him out and stupid Nazia finally saw that her mom was right about him. About time.
Sherzad told Nazia that he was leaving and she asked if he enjoyed being beaten; he said he learned not to listen to her. He's going to his grandma this time and not his mom because he realizes his mom doesn't love him like her mom loves her. He isn't happy being a servant. He said he needed her help and she agreed so she could help him out and get it right this time. Good, the idiot actually learned something.
Nazia had Maleeha get her older brother to buy a train ticket for Sherzad. They came as a surprise to deliver the ticket and they went to the beach. Hisham walked a distance behind them on the beach, and Nazia said he was a saint to bring her. He bought them all roasted corn. I hoped that there was something there because he seemed like a good, promising choice, her best friend's brother and he was going to college.
Her dad came back with her uncle and Salman, had convinced him to go ahead with the engagement. They came to get her so the two could marry. Salman was fat and eager, weathered and saggy, and he dug wax out of his ear right there. Ew.
It was commendable that she knew if she left now she couldn't save Sherzad and she knew she had to see it through for him. I felt bad for him that he'd heard the proposal for Nazia to leave with them now and he was stiff as he swept the floor, but once she told them she wasn't leaving until she helped with the party, he saluted her with the broom like a rifle. She ruined it as she told him he better be worth the trouble. Lose the attitude, girl! I also didn't understand why she told her uncle and cousin to pick out whatever clothes they wanted for her, if she wasn't sure she wanted to marry him.
Nazia is so sentimental that she told Sherzad to go now and when he said something about the stars soothing pain, she told him to stop stalling and go! She smiled as she teased him about being a shahir, but still. Hug the boy and tell him bye; it's the last time you'll see him.
It became so dramatic as Sherzad's mom came and found Sherzad gone and Nazia's dad in his bed. She accused Seema of replacing Sherzad with him, and insisted that Nazia knew where Sherzad had gone. Nazia's dad spilled the beans about Nazia leaving tomorrow to get married and Seema was mad that they would treat her like this after everything she's done for them. He had also overheard Nazia and Sherzad planning and offered to tell his mom for a price.
Nazia told him not to say anything and hurt Sherzad and accused him of only caring about money and not his family, but he told exactly where Sherzad was and which train he was getting on.
Nazia and her mom talked and she said marriage could be as bad as cleaning houses because it would be just the same, where she couldn't make any decisions for herself. She almost told her mom her brother had taken the dowry but stopped herself. WHY ARE YOU PROTECTING YOUR MOM?!?!? But her mom already knew because her brother was the only one with the key. Nazia even said someone could have picked the lock, trying to convince her mom someone else could have done it! Wth is wrong with this girl?
Nazia made her decision to leave and not marry Salman. Her mom said she had known this would happen but had tried to get her to make the easy choice instead. She had saved up money for her because Allah made her strong willed for a reason and gave her the thoughts of men. She would go to stay with her teacher and finish her education and marry someday, but not her cousin. Her mom made her stay the last night with her and she would face her fate proudly and not leave in the night, and her mom would protect her against the men.
I wanted to know what career Nazia had planned and what she wanted to do with her life, but not a word of that was said. And I guess we're supposed to assume that Sherzad made it out okay, because we don't even know what happens there. The least she could have done was have Nazia learn the fate of the boy after she worked so hard to see him off.
This was not an enjoyable read. I didn't like anything about it. I found everything about it really upsetting. It was one thing after another. And the ending was inconclusive to top it all off. Overall, I don't like this culture and it was disturbing and uninteresting and upsetting. It was a miserable time reading about how awful life is there. No options outside of what your mom wants, if you marry your mother in law dictates what you wear and how you decorate, if you're a servant you've lost all dignity and a hope of marrying. Men use women for money, cheat on them and have second wives. Ladies beat their servants, barely feed them, barely pay them. It was awful. This doesn't make me want to read any more about this culture if it's going to be so dismal, sexist, and upsetting.