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384 pages, Paperback
First published February 21, 2015



"This is the story of my life: standing on the edges of things and worrying, when I'm supposed to just walk through them."What happens when the love of your life...just ends the relationship? Do you move on? Or do you sink into yourself and hope for something better?
Two years ago, Edwin Tully's relationship with Marius ended. And yes, he probably should've moved on and yet...he's still in 'their' house. He's moved on in some ways, but in others, he is as stuck as ever.
"You don't really fall in love with a house. You fall in love with the life you could have in it."
And despite himself, Edwin finds himself interested in Adam - the first interest he's felt in a long, long time. But will it be enough? Or would Edwin find himself waiting once again?
"In daylight and up close, he was merciless, all smiles and freckles, the brightest, boldest flame a moth could wish for."



I smiled at him, wondering if it was acceptable practice in suburban Oxford to climb a man like rampant honeysuckle.
Everybody else I know is so use to me. I don't think I bore them - at least, I hope I don't - but I'm everyday,....and in some very small way he was making me feel like Sunday best.


Yes, you know a big word. Yes, I know that one, too. That's nice. Do you know the word "incongruous"? Can we proceed now? *Thesaurus-Quietly-Closes*Fortunately, after the first few chapters, the word flow was pretty "congruous". (Sorry, I couldn't resist.) *wink*
You think I'm cute, I think you're sort of mildly attractive *and* you actually listen to what I have to say. I've been really lonely for a long time and you're *here*, so you'll do.Yes, I'm exaggerating (a bit), but I really didn't see the development of a deeper bond at a truly meaningful level. They spoke briefly, maybe 5 times over 3 days, then shared a cuppa and some bread, Edwin snapped at Adam, then the next day slammed the door in his face.
l. LOVE. YOU.
This is the story of my life: standing on the edges of things and worrying, when I'm supposed to just walk through them.

It’s hard to like someone when they care more about how they come across than making you feel comfortable.

“Sometimes I even get to see the sun shining on it.”
“In England? Are you s-sure?”






"Beneath his body, touched by his hands and his lips and his breath, I found words and set them free.
They were wild words, rough words, raw and full of passion, the sort of words I’d never imagined I’d have the courage to say."
