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Astara
Life is not an easy journey, especially when you live one like mine. Being the only daughter of a mafia boss is hard; it leaves behind permanent scars on your body and soul. This journey has given me so much, but it has also taken a lot from me. So when I’m forced to choose between giving up everything and saving what little I have left, I turn to the only person I know that can help. Question is, will he save us or feed us to the devil?

Danylo
There has always been only one woman in my life, but she betrayed me, or so I thought. When I agree to an arranged marriage, I can't believe who’s walking through my door. After all these years, it's her, and my stone-hard heart is starting to beat again. But she didn’t come alone; she brought dark secrets along with her. Can we find the light, or will the darkness swallow us whole?

192 pages, Kindle Edition

Published January 1, 2023

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Profile Image for Tamarra Lynch.
864 reviews36 followers
March 8, 2023
I received an ARC for an honest review

A content warning applies, please head authors advice

This book was a first for me by this author

When I started reading, at first I didn’t understand, but as I continued reading it began to make a whole lot of sense.

Astara and Danylo were friends, then lovers, til a lie tore them apart.Time changed them both in different ways. Now years later, as a mother, Astara will do everything in her power to protect her daughter, putting aside her own pride she agrees to an arranged marriage.

Only the man she is set to marry, is the man who hurt her beyond words, not giving her the chance to make things right. When Danylo learns who he is set to marry, he is in utter disbelief, but moreso the shock of when he learns he has an almost adult daughter.

There feelings towards each other are volatile, she won’t tolerate being spoken down to, earning the respect of her peers, he however is shocked at her blatant disregard to his authority, demanding respect, she knows he will get none from her.

But there is no denying the connection they have a connection that they both try so hard to deny, but when it explodes, it ignites a blazing inferno between them, giving into there own desires, putting aside their fears, they claim each other in moments of unadulterated pleasure and passion, asserting there control and dominance, each bending to the other’s will, acquiescing to there carnal desires.

Danylo has no idea who his wife is and what she is capable of, but when he sees it with his own eyes, he knows without a doubt that he will not be letting her go, ever. But the most heartbreaking moment it when she reveals to him her pain, of the loss she endured, breaking Danylo’s heart that little bit more, now understanding who and why she is the way she is.

But it doesn’t end there, when Dita is taken, do they spring into action. It is in this moment that Danylo learns of his uncle’s betrayal and the future that it cost him with Astara all those years ago.

However all is not fraught, in a bittersweet moment Astara reveals that she is pregnant and Danylo could not be more excited about his future with her, which leads to a beautiful wedding, a dirty hot wedding night, and a beautiful happily ever after.

This story is told from dual POV, we get to see these characters through there strengths and weaknesses, what we see and feel shapes these characters, giving readers insight to who they are flaws and all, that they are in fact humans who all feel but handle what happened to them differently.

Their story will take you on a wild ride, having you turn page after page, this book had me from the beginning to the end. Reading this story, it enables the readers to really connect with the characters. The author knows how to write, and I will be coming back for more.

This book has it all dark mafia romance, possessive dominant alpha male and female, both who give as good as they gets, touch him/ her and die vibes, family and friend dynamics, madness, mayhem, revenge, vengeance, violence, defiance, manipulation, adrenaline seeking suspense, jealousy, twists and truths.

There possessiveness and obsessive need for control and dominance, there foreplay it was off the charts. There need for each other was possessive, wicked and depraved, They own each other in heart, mind and body. Those s*x scenes were blazing hot, downright dirty and physical, it had all the pleasure and passion one would expect for they will be all that each other will need for they will always both get what they want, each giving the other pain and pleasure, they deserve.

Cannot believe that this is the end of there story, but all good stories must come to and end, it was bittersweet and oh so perfect, and one very well deserved for them all.

Highly recommend both author and book!
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761 reviews281 followers
March 10, 2023
(Thank you Peachy Keen and the author Bekah D. Killer for the eARC in exchange for a spoiler free review)

Please check trigger warnings before reading.

Lately I’ve been more attracted to men in tattoos and this book cover just reeled me in. Arranged marriage trope in mafia books slap and I also wanted to know if this was as good.

The representation in this book was its biggest positive aspect: both FMC and MMC were in their late 30s and it is not the same. With that age comes experience and a certain level of maturity that is expected.

I liked Danylo and his intensity in comparison with Astara whom I felt I couldn’t connect with. There’s a difference between being badass and being a snake and I felt Astara was the latter. Danylo made me continue reading this book.

The short chapters was good because I felt that it was going fast enough for a mafia book, I couldn’t have made it if it was a slow burn. Also for freaky lovers like myself, there is knife and blood play as well as somnophilia.

Overall a quick read!
Profile Image for Brandi-Lynn Weiser.
2,114 reviews77 followers
February 28, 2023
I hate giving negative reviews, just because I didn’t enjoy it definitely doesn’t mean someone else won’t. But this book I couldn’t get into for several reasons- but I did finish it. There were some things I really liked & several I really didn’t.
First, I want to say I loved Danylo. He never forgot or got over the girl fell in love w/18 years prior & the one who broke his heart & turned it to stone. I also like the concept of this book, second chance- arranged marriage & secret baby/child, & the betrayal of a family member, it also had lots of action & the spice & smutty scenes were off the damn charts!
Now why I couldn’t particularly get into it…
Both Danylo & Astara are almost 40, so the idea of a all of a sudden arranged marriage didn’t make sense to me. Especially since they’re both the head of their family, so they ultimately have the say. Next, they met & dated at 18, yet neither knew who the other was, & Danylo never once thought to look into her after he thought she betrayed him. And once Astara was pregnant, her father the head at that time, knew who the father was & why he broke up w/Astara, but he never contacted Danylo’s father to inform him??? Lastly, I honestly didn’t like or connect w/Astara. She lied about several things f/start right to the end of the book. Danylo would find one thing out, & instead of telling him everything, she continued to hide things- things he had every right to know. She was definitely a strong, tough a** female- but she was kinda too tough for me, she was actually tougher than Danylo.
Even though I didn’t enjoy this book, I still definitely recommend others reading it for themselves. Like I said, there were some really good things I liked, but I honestly think the female character is what ruined it for me.
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309 reviews10 followers
February 27, 2023
I really enjoyed this book, I just wished it was a little longer. Although it was only under 200 pages, It sometimes felt as if it were rushing through the story, just to get it all out. I wished that the story was a bit slower and we got to see more of each scene instead of just hopping around. I did however absolutely adore the fact that the author made both Astra and Danylo in their late thirties, I am so used to seeing the fmc being in her early twenties and the mmc in his late thirties. It was a bit of a breath of fresh air. The spice scenes in this were immaculate, they were downright dirty and full of spice and BDSM. I am honestly in love with Astras’ bloodthirstyness, and it had me laughing my ass off with the whole ‘bowtie of guts’! I can’t wait to see where the story goes in book 2!

“Jesus Christ. I really did marry a psychopath. But it would be a lie if I didn’t say she’s fucking hot when she’s working.”

I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
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216 reviews56 followers
March 19, 2023
I got this as a BETA and ARC read and I loved the plot of this.

We have the MC’s who are both 38 years old, the FMC is a single mom whose daughter has caught the eye of the Italian mafia and they want to align forces but Miss Astara says heck NOOOO.

So in order to keep her daughter safe she has her people draw up a contract with, can you guess, her ex!? Did I mention they also hate each other 😉

I loved the relationship between Astara and her right hand woman/best friend Dina. They’ve both suffered trauma in their lives and have formed a solid bond being that they’ve had to rely on each other for emotional/physical/mental support and seeing their intimacy in the bedroom and outside of it, idk it was nice to know they had each other backs.

This is a quick read, around 194 pages I think and the story is fast paced so if your looking for a quick mafia read I’d rec this.

-second chance romance
-marriage of convenience
-mafia
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997 reviews13 followers
February 28, 2023
Quick, ❤️‍🔥 Series Beginning 💋

Astara "Wicked" Papasppiratos, Greek 🇬🇷 Mafia Ice Queen, with a past chasing her life and choices, leaves her on the one doorstep with her last surviving child.

Danylo, head of The Ukranian 🇺🇦 Odessa Nafia agreeing to an arranged marriage with none other than his past.

Lots of darkly delicious 💋❤️‍🔥 BDSM ❤️‍🔥💋 scenes dripping with kinks, and even has FF in her playroom. I enjoyed that the author wrote both Astara and Danylo to be in their late thirties. Plus that Astara leads her family’s side of the mafia 💋💪

Danylo's brothers Ruslan and Vitalii are just two of the dozen secondary characters that have just enough snippets of information given that could potentially lead to their own part in the Filthy Syndicates Series 📚
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180 reviews10 followers
March 10, 2023
I absolutely loved the book. The dynamics were so good. It had angst, romance, heartbreak, everything. The spice was so good. I did think it had the potential of being more. I wish it was longer and had more elements but overall I enjoyed myself a lot. I devoured it in one night (4 hours). It was so easy to read and get into. I absolutely look forward to reading more from the author.

Highly recommended to people who like mafia, marriage of convenience trope. Please read the trigger warnings before diving in.

- bookishfrag
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302 reviews6 followers
March 14, 2023
4.5/5. It's a quick and easy read with quite the amount of spice and diversity in kinks. It's dark so please check TW before reading.

Characters are in their late 30. They've had quite the life before. It's an arranged marriage and European mafia book.

She's a badass FMC, even sometimes more than the MMC but we love a strong woman!

If you like arranged marriage, secrets and deceits, second chances, touch her I'll kill you vibes, FF, BDSM, Switch, blood play, knife play, somniphilia and some more, go for it
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44 reviews1 follower
March 6, 2023
It was very dark with lots of trauma and trigger Warning. It felt rushed and spice was good. It was a second chance at love and got a HEA so it was enough for me.
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5,193 reviews73 followers
March 1, 2023
I have received a copy of this book from the publisher/author to review for Stephanie's Book Reports.

ASTARA
Life is not an easy journey, especially when you live one like mine. Being the only daughter of a mafia boss is hard; it leave behind permanent scars on your body and soul. This journey has given me so much, but it has also taken a lot from me. So when I'm forced to choose between giving up everything and saving what little I have left, I turn to the only person I know that can help. The question is, will he save us or feed us to the devil?
DANYLO
There has always been only one woman in my life, but she betrayed me, or so I thought. When I agree to an arranged marriage, I can't believe who's walking through my door. After all these years, it's he, and my stone-hard heart is starting to beat again. But she didn't come alone; she brought dark secrets along with her. Can we find the light, or will the darkness swallow us whole?

This is not a very long read. It's quick. This is the story of Astra and Danylo. She is a girl with a past that is following her and it affects he life and choices and leaves her one the doorstep of her last surviving child. Danylo is a man that agrees to an arranged marriage. But he is very shocked to see who is walking though his door. They were once and thing and even after all this time she makes his heart beat again. But she isn't just bringing herself in to this she is bringing all those nasty little secrets. Astra also is the head of her side of the families Greek Mafia and he is the head of the Ukranina Odessa Mafia. This is a mafia book and if you are fans of that then you will probably love this book. It is steamy for sure.
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68 reviews1 follower
March 1, 2023
“He awakens so many emotions within me, and I'm scared of what will happen if I let him in.”
“Jesus Christ. I really did marry a psychopath. But it would be a lie if I didn’t say she’s fucking hot when she’s working.”
"I'm sure if I touch that sweet c*nt of your, you'll be soaking wet. Does the blood make you drip, or is it the face that you stabbed me?"

I will start of with this is my very first read by this author and I did sign up for the ARC in exchange for my honest opinion. This is the very first book of this series which features both Astara & Danylo. It isn't a very long read and it does leave you wanting more of it because of how fast pace it is. We get to see both dynamics of each character as well as their relationship together bloom despite it being an arranged marriage. Astara "Wicked" Papasppiratos, a feared assassin and single mother of the Greek mafia whose a tough a** woman, while Danylo is the head of the Odesa family of the Ukrainian mafia. He never forgot or got over the girl fell in love w/18 years prior & the one who broke his heart & turned it to stone (Which is Astara which he finds out later on). Astara in an effort to prevent her daughter from marrying the Italian mafia's head guy she calls in a favor and agrees in marrying Danylo. Both are bloodthirsty and gruesome which makes them each others match.

Only complaint I have of this book is that it was short.

Tropes
- Second Chance
- Touch her and die
- Obsessed with her
- Insta love
- Dual POV
- Arranged Marriage
- Blood Play
- Pregnancy Trope
- Somnophilia
- Fisting
- Squirting
- FF scenes
- Dom/Switch/Sub Dynamics
- Knife play

Trigger Warnings
- Violence
- Graphic Child Murder
- Signs Of Trauma
440 reviews20 followers
March 4, 2023
Heat: 3/5

I absolutely LOVED Danylo and Astara - mafia king and queen, unapologetically bloody and ruthless, they both are touch-them-and-die kind of people. My kind of people. This book is second-chance romance, enemies to lovers, mafia, surprise baby, arranged marriage, forced proximity.

"Bathing in their blood sounds good, little star. But what if I f*ck you in it first?"

Astara is a feared assassin and single mother of the Greek mafia. Danylo is the head of the Odesa family of the Ukrainian mafia. Astara, in an effort to spare her daughter from marrying the head of the Italians, calls on a favor and agrees with marry Danylo, much to his chagrin. Color him surprised when he learns that Astara is actually Star, his first love and heartbreaker from 18 years ago... and she has a surprise for him...

"I'm sure if I touch that sweet c*nt of your, you'll be soaking wet. Does the blood make you drip, or is it the face that you stabbed me?"

Astara and Danylo are a blood-thirsty and gruesome duo. There is a fantastically gory torture scene in the first 2 chapters, and they get so turned on by the other when covered in blood. My kind of people! I just knew from then on that this story was going to be great fun, and it did not disappoint. The story and plot are done well with no holes, the writing and dialogue flow so beautifully. The author did not skimp on the gore or the spice, and I very much appreciated that. I really enjoyed reading this and am eager to see what couples come next.

"Fuck, Star, I'll fill your p*ssy with my c*m until it runs does your legs...Such a pain slut, scream while I impale you on my c*ck..."

Also, shout out to the author for making Danylo a Ukrainian mafia man. We need more Ukrainian anti-heroes - they are sooooo sexy!! Dyakuyu!
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210 reviews15 followers
February 27, 2023
Thank you Author and Peachy Keen PR for providing me with an eARC of this book.

“He awakens so many emotions within me, and I'm scared of what will happen if I let him in.”

This book was okay i liked it. It was fast paced, has short chapters and the story was enjoyable. I had fun reading it.

I liked the main characters but i wished there was more of a slow burn between them because the storyline is interesting. I wished we had scenes where they just sit down and talk instead of a spicy scene or them shouting at each other whenever they are next to each other or alone. It did happen but it was closer to the end of the book.

The side characters were ok they’re not bad but they didn’t stick out to me that much. Nonetheless I enjoyed seeing them introduce with main character.

Overall this book was ok and i urge you to read this book and give it a chance, don’t let my review stop you.

“She tastes like heaven and hell wrapped up together, and I’ll never get enough.”

✨My Rating✨
⭐️⭐️⭐️/5

✨Type Of Book✨
📚Standalone📚

✨Tropes✨
- Second Chance🔥
- Touch her and die🔥
- Obsessed with her🔥
- Insta love🔥
- Dual POV🔥
- Arranged Marriage🔥
- Blood Play🔥
- Pregnancy Trope🔥
- Somnophilia🔥
- Fisting🔥
- Squirting🔥
- FF scenes🔥
- Dom/Switch/Sub Dynamics🔥
- Knife play🔥

✨Trigger Warnings✨
- Violence⚠️
- Graphic Child Murder⚠️
- Signs Of Trauma⚠️
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200 reviews7 followers
February 23, 2023
Danylo has only loved one woman but she betrayed him, but he can not forget her and still dreams of her. He is the leader of the mafia and when he has a meeting with his dad he is told that he is going to have an arranged marriage, he is not happy but will do it for the family.

Astara was in love with Danylo 18 years ago until he believed his uncle that she had betrayed him and then cut off all contact with her, but now she needs his help to protect the one person she can't lose.

When Danylo meets Astara at first he feels like he knows her, then sees Star the girl that betrayed him, at first it does not goes well and then he finds out something about the past he will do whatever he has to protect her with everything he is.

But things are not easy for Danylo and Astara there is alot about the past that keeps coming up and in between them.

Can they find out who is trying to kill them and can they find love for each other again

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216 reviews16 followers
September 30, 2023
Give me a good mafia book, and I'm sold. That's exactly what Bekah gave me.

This book follows Astara, who is the only child of the Godfather of Night which is part of the Greek Mafia, and her family is being put into a touch situation. the Italian Mafia, which it seems to be the most hated Marfia, wants to have one of their own marry Astara's daughter when she turns 18. Astara not having this, decides to come up with something else on her own.....

To marry herself off to the leader of the Odessa Mafia....Danylo. He's not just the leader, but also Astara's past lover, he just doesn't know this yet. After agreeing to marry said "mystery woman", Danylo is greeted with a surprise, when the person who broke his heart years ago, is now in his house, and the one he is to call his wife.

There were so many twists and turns. Things I didn't see coming and it left me saying WTF!!!!

I love how Astara is a strong FMC. I feel like she was the whole main character in this book by how she was represented and how much power she had. Danylo is just a hot sex mafia man who also strives for that power and at times succeeds at it with Astara (Usually in the bedroom lol).

Great book and I highly recommend.

Rating: 4 ⭐
Spicy: 5🌶️


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637 reviews42 followers
June 22, 2023
Held me like a baby does it’s binky!

Ok ok ok…. Did I know this story would hold my attention so hard I would have my phone die on me while reading and stay up til 7am to read it? No, No I didn’t.
Do I regret said decisions? No, No I do not!
This is one of the top mafia stories I have read. The MCs were stubborn a$$es that held so much hurt, pain and lies that it almost seemed like almost cause..
I was hanging on wisting for the moments to slip through that their connection would finally click!
It was a glorious soul binding experience.
The 🥵 scenes were incredible… and so dirty with all kinds of fun that I can’t mention in my review 🙄
It was so much darker and crazier than I expected but I loved every minute of it and oohhh the gore… let me just say BA FMC, little bit psycho and a lot of loyalty.
158 reviews6 followers
March 6, 2023
I liked the premise of the story being a mafia, arranged marriage, blended with a second chance vibe. I really liked Danylo and his alpha dominance ways. I wasn’t a fan of Astara, I had a hard time connecting to her as a character, mainly because of her attitude. She would say that they needed to talk and is trying to make the arrangement work but when it came down to it, kept hiding and lying things from Danylo, which also made another side character act the same way towards him. I liked that both characters were older and more mature but it did make it harder to believe the arranged marriage thing because they were older and also were the heads of their respective families and could have probably come up with an alternative to the original arrangement and still been protected.
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1,054 reviews56 followers
June 23, 2023
DNF @ 13%

First.. this was recommended to me so I went in blind.

I am not a fan of FF.. so immediately that pulled me out of the story. The beginning feels quick.. setting the current scene but with no background it was hard to find my groove.
The Greek glossary in the beginning is a nice idea but you're writing while sentences in another language. So now my choice is to flip from the page back to glossary and back to translate, or skip that part and hope it's not important.

All in all I am frustrated and thus not enjoying this story.. so I'm DNFing
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269 reviews7 followers
January 5, 2024
*Mafia
*Dark and graphic
*FF scene
*Pierced Parts
*Degradation
*Possessive MMC
*Strong, ruthless FMC
*Found Family
*Second Chance
*He falls first

FMC was strong, ruthless, and a bada$$ with history, secrets, and a past. The MMC was brooding, possessive, and demanding. All the parts for a good story! Some parts were more graphic than I tend to reach for but I did enjoy the storyline. I would recommend it to anyone who enjoys the dark, possessive mafia books. I would not recommend it to someone starting out in the sub-genre.
5,514 reviews
February 26, 2023
My first Ms. Killer novel! Love her name! So right for this novel!

Mafia has been a go to trope for me for quite a bit now, and this fit right at the top of my loved reading it list!

Sometimes, everything is not as it seems. The question is, can Astara and Danylo see light before total darkness overcomes them?

If you are not into BDSM, this book won't be for you.

I read this book in one sitting. I would have been hard-pressed to put it down!
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200 reviews4 followers
March 4, 2023
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Ok so I struggled to get into this book, it wasn't that it was bad or anything. It just didn't pull me in, I finished it though and happy I did. I loved Danylo so much, he was the saviour for me in this book and made me continue reading. I loved the idea of this book. Even though I didn't love this book, I will still recommend it to others.
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Author 7 books109 followers
August 24, 2023
I read this delicious book a few months ago but now is when I have the time to write a review. I know I suck lol.

But just because I read it a bit ago doesn’t mean it hasn’t stayed in the back of my mind lingering. Saying hello from time to time and reminding me of that scene. If you know you know and if you don’t then go find out! 😉

The writing is superb! The spice holy hell *fanning myself*.

HIGHLY RECOMMEND! Beks you wrote one hell of a effing amazing book 😘😘😘😘😘
463 reviews6 followers
April 12, 2024
First read by this author and I am hooked!! Astara ia a badass woman and she never changes and Danylo never asks her or makes her change. You always read about a badass FMC but once she gets involved with the MMC they change her or her character somehow becomes less badass. That never happens here!! And their story was heartbreaking. I cant wait for the brothers' stories. But these 2, Astara and Danylo HOLY FUCK, they are dirty, delicious, depraved, demanding and devoted!!!!!
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1,010 reviews18 followers
March 2, 2023
The story was sweet and simple with darkness to it just as Mafia romances are. The plot was pretty predictable and everything was laid out from the start of the book. It’s a short story about a second chance for Astara and Danylo. I situation or say threat brought them back together and their story skyrockets from there. It’s an enjoyable one.
4,218 reviews52 followers
March 6, 2023
Astara and Danylo have a past and even though the story did not WOW me it was not bad. They were a duo that fed off each other's darkness not that I don't like dark because I do. It was good just not a wow for ME.
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77 reviews3 followers
July 29, 2023
3 stars

This book follows Star and Dany (I cant remember how to spell their full names) Its a mafia second chance romance.

This book was a fast easy ish read. It was a little hard to follow at times with all the different languages but I thought that touch was cool!
98 reviews
July 27, 2023
OMG!!! Where to even start. This book had me in edge about what would happen next, and I maybe cried a little and I feel in love
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