There are many ways to arrive at the Tower of London, though there are few ways out. Kings and queens ride in before a coronation, retinue trailing like a train of ermine. Prisoners, however, arrive on foot, shoved through one cavernous gate or another by the wardens, who live, as all do, at the mercy of a merciless king. Some unfortunate few are delivered to the Tower by water.
Sometimes Kindle Unlimited really does deliver the most delightful surprises, To Die For is one of those surprises. I'm absolutely thrilled to have read this, it's quite possibly my favourite Anne Boleyn story I've read yet. I've actually put off starting my next book before writing this review so as not to forget or conflict my memory for the feelings this book has given me.
To Die For is yet another story of Anne Boleyn, who to some is nothing but a ruthlessly ambitious woman others she is another woman who fell for a powerful and fickle King. This story is narrated by Anne's childhood friend come lady in waiting Margaret 'Meg' Wyatt, sister to Thomas Wyatt- one of Anne's accused lovers. It is overall a story of love and friendship, through the hardships of surviving the Tudor court, navigating the dangerous times of the Reformation all under the tyranny of a fickle, temperamental and wild of heart King.
Meg is to me an incredibly likeable character, she's intelligent, caring and loyal to a fault to those who she loves. I thoroughly enjoyed reading from Meg's perspective, it shone a new light on the narrative of Anne and Henry and their whirlwind affair that to this day still have so many people captivated. It was so nice to get the perspective of someone else from within the court and seeing the relationship from a new and interesting angle.
We meet Anne when she and Meg are just neighbourly girlhood friends who enjoy gossiping, riding and a gentle flirtation with their male companions. When Anne goes to France to study and serve the Queen we stay with Meg in the Wyatt family estate. Where she is stuck with an ailing mother who she loves dearly, a poet for a older brother who is infatuated with Anne, an abusive father and sadistic younger brother.
Through out the book we suffer through Meg's love for Will and her heartbreak, her marriage to an older gentleman, her own battles with her religion and relationship with God. It's such a compelling read I found myself wanting to pick it up all of the time yet not wanting it to end. It shows how little women had a say on their lives, who they love, how and when they do everything and how their lives are little more than how they can impact their families standing and wealth.
'“Te somniabo.” He quietly echoed his long-ago words spoken in the gardens just outside. I will dream of you.
It was nice to see Anne through another's eyes, someone who loves her and cares for her deeply. We are always caught short through out, as we never fully know what Anne is up to or her true feelings but we see her rise throughout the years from gentle lady to marquess to Queen and it is such a thrilling ride I enjoyed every second of reading this book.
'You hath ever been constant in your career of advancing me; from private gentlewoman you made me marquess, from marquess a queen, and now that you hath left no higher degree of honor you give my innocence the crown of martyrdom. Your beloved wife, Anne.'
Anne's character is gentle and loving, but also a key player in the reformation but she is also vain, short of temper, jealous and passionate. We see all sides of Anne, from her highs to her lows, best qualities, faults and all. As her dearest friend Meg is unafraid to call her out on her behaviour when she begins to let things go to her head and as Meg observes Anne grows into the new Queen of England. Meg and Anne have a deep love and respect for one another, Meg always has Anne's best interests at heart and is constantly vigilant for threat against her friend and mistress.
'I knew Anne had been required by our times, by our God, and by her hopes for her daughter to speak well of the king. And I knew she was at peace.'
To Die For has a lot of religious and political content, which I absolutely loved. Court politics are one of my favourite things in books and the religious element added so much depth to the story and a reality of how religion was many peoples truest companion and major priority in those days. Anne's time in court is during the reformation which she is a strong element of in Henry's desire for Anne seeking his divorce from the Queen he goes against the pope and begins the separation from England from the Catholic Chruch. Speaking as someone who is not overly religious, religion can make for a daunting subject matter especially if you are not familiar with the reformation and it's key players it can become a heavy topic to read about; however I found Byrd executed this perfectly. I didn't find myself loosing track of though out or growing bored if anything I found it compelling and it there was an instance where something was being discussed and I found myself a little unsure what it mean she found a way for the characters to explain it to one another within the same paragraph which I really liked. It prevented me feeling like anything was going over my head or feeling lost. We also join Meg on her journey from falling out of love with her religion and blaming God for things which come to pass in her life but slowly through the Reformation and Tyndale’s translation she falls back in love with her religion and finds solace and companionship where she hadn't before.
'“Wolsey is the king whilst the king plays,”
The author says in the notes at the end that she has combined fact with fiction to write To Die For, which is something that clearly comes through upon reading this book. The care and attention to detail is impeccable and I found myself transported into the heart of the chaotic energy of the Tudor court and the Reformation. The details of the locations, dress, even the food they consumed was so immersive I felt myself plunged into the times.
It was nice to read about Anne Boleyn from someone who acknowledged her flaws but did not perceive her as the villain, more as someone who has naively believed and suffers the consequences. Meg is also a lady in waiting for Catherine of Aragon and so has basic interactions with her but we never get much from her and therefore she is not painted the victim which I also liked as this is how she is portrayed in other works I have read regarding the Tudor Dynasty. Jane Seymour is another who is introduced but we do not get much from due to Meg's limited interactions with the future Queen. There was a lot of foreshadowing in this book, things Meg would pick up on as ill omens I knew were indicators of what was to come and what Anne was to suffer.
'The gift I found to be the most perplexing was Henry’s gift of a Katherine Wheel set with thirteen diamonds. It had a beautiful shape, of course, gold spokes enclosed in a delicate ring, much like a wedding ring. But all knew that the Katherine Wheel, also called a breaking wheel, was a device intended for execution of the condemned.
Around the 80% mark I felt dread building in my stomach, whispers begin about Anne, these whispers reach Meg and therefore the Queen and so begins her downfall. Knowing the outcome of her life did not make this any easier to read and I found myself thinking 'I don't want to read on, I know where this leads' but as all with the history of Anne Boleyn I was captivated.
'“And Saint Paul writes to the Romans, ‘Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but give room unto the wrath of God, for it is written: vengeance is mine, I will reward, saith the Lord.’ I admit to an unseemly eagerness to see what vengeance our Lord has in mind for Henry.”
Anne allowed herself a little smile. “Dear Meg. You are always constant.” “Well, ’tis in Holy Writ!” I exclaimed. That brought a fuller smile from her, and it was lovely to behold.'
To Die For, is also predominantly Meg's story, which is a story of forbidden love, friendship, religion, inner turmoil, growth and love. She and Will had my heart melting every time they were on the page together, I longed for her to get her happy ending and the life and man she dreamed of.
I highly recommend this for fans of the Tudor Dynasty, I genuinely enjoyed this so much and didn't want it to end I actually read the authors notes and Q&A at the end of the book and I'm glad I did as they provided even further insight into the care, time and research taken to write this book. I look forward to reading the other books in this series and hope they are as enjoyable as To Die For.
' I smiled and then stood and kissed him on one cheek, and then on the other. “I’d best take my leave.” I handed him the silk bag with the daisy chain in it. “To remember me by,” I said. He took it with his left hand but didn’t open it. He took my right hand into his own and kissed the back of it. “Nihilo quo tui meminerim mihi opus est.” I need nothing to remember you by.