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320 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2006
Now I realise that I was actually evading talk of reality and that everything that happened to me during those spring months six years ago - plunging into the shadowy world of mystical phenomena - was a form of self-deception, a form of solace or, more precisely, escapism from our reality at the time. The encounters with the unbridled nationalists were so surreal that I didn't feel them to be a part of reality. I was wrong, of course, because they, the violent young men, were just as real as the blows they dealt me, and just as real today, perhaps not quite so numerous, but certainly louder and more bold. Furthermore they are still where they were then, in a place they feel to be theirs alone, while I am somewhere else, it doesn't matter where, and words are all I have left, and this attempt at fashioning from them something that will have at least a semblance of permanence.