Diamond Grill is a biotext that focuses within a café called the Diamond Grill, as well as autobiographical elements from the author, Fred Wah, mostly examining his experience growing up in Nelson, British Columbia.
This novel effortlessly portrays the struggle of being Chinese-Canadian and yet being unable to fully identify with either culture. Enjoying Chinese food, yet being unable to speak Chinese (whether Cantonese or Mandarin). Having a Caucasian-esque appearance, then getting called out for your last name. Having a love for certain dishes, but being unable to remember what they're called at a supermarket. This biotext is intimate and sometimes even furious in its diction, resulting in a whirlwind of text that can easily sweep you away in the raw emotion the author lashes out with in its pages.
Additionally, this novel is interesting in that it has a starting page and an end page, and every other page in the middle can be read in whatever order. You might see this and think, 'Sounds disjointed.' And in a way, that perception isn't not wrong.
But at the same time, in a way -perhaps unintentionally- this is reflective of life; things are not always neat and tidy, and things will get messy and jumbled up. But in the end, that entire lived experience of yours, even the things you might perceive as insignificant or mundane? It is all a part of your life, and fundamentally shapes who you are as a person. Whether you laugh, cry, fall in love, experience heartbreak, follow a recipe, or just have a conversation with a friend- all of them are invaluable experiences that, in conjunction, form who you are. And that's beautiful.
If you ever wondered what it is like to struggle with self-identity, or what it's like dealing with the preconceived expectations of other people, or even what it might mean to reflect on your life, then please give this novel a read. It explores all that and more within its pages.