This was one of the most (if not the most) authentic and honest biography I have ever read! Peter Canning takes us on a journey across his life, exposing his triumphs and vulnerabilities. What I appreciate most is how self reflective he is, and how he isn't afraid to show his human side (both good, and not so good). He talks about his station in life, reflecting on the choices he has made that got him to where he is, and takes accountability for his actions. In particular, he talks about: 1) his "white privilege" and how he sees the impacts of it on the streets everyday; 2) his advantageous upbringing and how that contrasts with his pursuing his passion as a paramedic, which is well below his original socio-economic status; 3) his realization of racism within himself and within his work environment, and how that contrasts with his personal relationship with someone of color; 4) his tug and pull with knowing that he could have easily lived a more comfortable life in policy, or even just moving on in the medical field, yet he so wants to prove his worth as a paramedic; 5) the inner conflicts of what loyalty means (how he was completely loyal to Senator Weicker with no real return on investment, yet his comrades in the paramedic field show complete loyalty every day (even if it is on the side of unethical, such as when he drove the ambulance car knowing that paramedics were beating up on a violent patient in the back)); 6) his search for meaning in life which I believe he finds in connectedness and service to people in his city every single day; 7) the inequity between what paramedics sacrifice everyday compared to the lack of respect and feeling of disempowerment; 7) the realization that ultimately we are all the same in that we all just want connectedness, the feeling of belonging, and respect; and 8) a philosophical dialogue throughout the book about what does it mean to be happy.
What Mr. Canning does and experiences within the time periods constrained in this book far outweighs what most people do in a lifetime. He speaks about his numerous professions apart from being a paramedic (including: government, meat packing, cab driving, factory working, and EMT), and what he loved so much about them contrasted with how society views him in these professions. The wisdom I gleaned from this book was enormous, and I am truly a better person after reading this book.
My one criticism is that the reality that Mr. Canning speaks about is very much limited to the United States, and particularly to the Conneticut area. Paramedics across the border in Canada make a great deal more money and are respected members of society (60K to 100K annually). I find it appalling how inequitable the salaries are when comparing these two countries, and how it requires advocates like Canning to make Americans realize that this profession requires safety, security (both physical and financial), respect, and need to be empowered - aspects that are enjoyed and taken for granted in so many other equally important occupations that are the pulse of our society such as doctors, police officers, and even sanitary workers.
I really am so honored to have read this book, and will try to work towards the goals I have now put on myself based on the wisdom gleaned. Thank you Mr. Canning!!