I'm kind of devastated, actually.
I started reading this series about a year ago, gave up halfway through The Darkangel, then started up again really recently. I remembered the story, it's dreaminess and potential love story intruiging me.
After finishing The Darkangel, I was pretty hooked - the whole fantasy world Pierce created definitely wasn't one of the most compelling or well-written I have ever read, but it was original all the same. As I read on to A Gathering of Gargoyles, I began to feel a real hope that Aerial could have the ending she (in my mind) so richly deserved. I was convinced Irrylath really did love her; that after her seemingly endless trials and tribulations, they'd be together.
Instead, I get Aerial ending up right back where she started, a slave to someone else, without her heart's desire, alone save for her most loyal friend - and come on, that's hardly a comfort, is it? :L
I actually feel pretty cheated at the moment. I'd really grown to like Aerial, and this series - it was confusing, with large plot holes, and a lot of it I had to muddle through, but it had real glimpses of greatness. I know some people say they appreciated the ending not being a typical HEA, liked how Pierce broke away from the expected. Usually, I'd agree.
Something similar happened for me once I'd finished the last book in the Gemma Doyle Trilogy, The Sweet Far Thing - the ending wasn't what I was ideally hoping for, tragic really, yet it had hope. Some might say the end of The Pearl... has this, with Irrylath pledging his undying love at last, blah blah blah. Personally, I really disagree. With TSFT, I felt like the hope for a reunion, for love triumphing in the end, was there, and would eventually come to the heroine - the reader wasn't kept in limbo, not knowing whether or not the promise of a HEA would come true because another book would've been needed for that to pass. This is how I felt in TPOTSOTW. Aerial's suffering for her love of Irrylath, even when he spurned her, was admirable, if a little unrealistic. So naturally, after everything she'd been through, all for him, I wanted her to get her man. But no.
She ends up basically enslaved to the 'goddess' Ravenna who had seriously went down in my estimation by the end of the book, leaving Irrylath and taking Erin (consolation prize anyone?).
The ending left me like this. I can either create a fantasy in my head that Irrylath did find a way to get Aerial back; or I can believe what probably happened, that his bitchface cousin Sabr married him and they lived (I hope) unhappily ever after. It was like a giant book of self sacrifice and martyrdom, qualities in a story that irk me often yet I usually don't mind if it's FOR A REASON. Yes, the ending was written beautifully anyway, but for an admitted sap like me, it just wasn't what I wished for. And, I suspect, even for those who are not general saps out there, the ending was still a source of bewilderment and disappointment; a nonsensical end that was unfair and unrealistic. I felt like Aerial was always designed as this character who had to give up everything, and that left me wondering at the point in the series. What was the point in getting the readers to like her, hope for her future, root for her in her pursuit of her very human love for Irrylath, someone who could be so immature and annoying I often wanted to hit him, if she was just going to end up a martyr?
Another series with an original idea that could have turned into something marvellous, but ended up just falling short. Sigh. So, at the conclusion of my desperation-filled rant, I will probably go away blocking out this book and pretending like Aerial ended up happy like she deserved - that, in my mind, is how this story should have ended, and therefore will for me. (: