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477 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2010
I began to bleed on Long Island in New York City inThe strangely intoxicating mixture of poetry and personal confession—a mirage, like the subtitle—makes this book seem more like a long narrative poem than a novel in prose. However, I have deliberately avoided any of the longer paragraphs here (I'll add one below), which can be very much more down to earth, even outright political. The subject, after all, is the 9/11 attack on the Twin Towers and the ensuing war in Iraq, and no one could say that Lehr is adopting this style to be pretty.
my mother's gardens
there is no soil for me but it (the blood) was a sign of growing up of becoming a woman I found the
restless poem
by Hafiz
black water camels forever on the move the jingling of morning bells pilgrims with no goal
which I actually only read to impress my father and because the Arabic script in the bilingual edition seemed so mysterious there were too many goblets too many taverns too many drunken nights in it
the intoxication of despair
could well be great music but not for 17-year-olds who realize…
...a deafening booming grey-and-white world out of which figures of ash and smoke stumble vomit fall to the ground as if into a foam of rubble so light it looks as if the sharp-edged shattered objects wouldn't cut you as if all those you're looking for should come stumbling towards you at any minute like those coughing spewing screaming cloud-born bankers housewives policemen someone dragged him into a shop closed the glass door just in time before the next cloud front (blacker higher a storm-cannon loaded with bits of debris) came hurtling past and all at once it was night and he was in a cramped drugstore with 15 other people bathed in the light of fluorescent tubes like fish in an aquarium...