The author has some talent, and there are some beautifully written passages, but this book was a huge disappointment to me. Kathrin is a smart girl, and set up to be a very strong character. She has suffered many losses at a young age, but she seems to have an interior will that will get her through anything. Her circumstances are difficult, but she is drawn to beauty and learning with a fervor that could have been her salvation amidst a challenging and changing world.
But then it becomes simply a story of people using other people. Kathrin seems to simply get swept along as an accessory to Violet's life on one hand and to John's on the other. I kept hoping for a moment of redemption, a moment where she truly finds her own center again, but it never happened. Her life was simply destroyed by both of them using her, and her voice seemed to be completely drowned out by the illusionary fairy tale overtone that becomes ever more strong and dark throughout the story.
The book tries to make us believe that at the end Kathrin chooses Violet, that she has found herself, but that doesn't ring true to me. If she has freely chosen this new path, she has chosen based on a manipulated and distorted worldview that has been given to her by Violet. Violet told the truth in her final journal entry where she says she manipulated and deceived Kathrin. Kathrin was groomed by Violet (and by John in a number of ways), and this grooming led to the "choices" at the end of the story.
When all is said and done I see two possible conclusions to draw: 1) The inner strength I sensed in Kathrin was never actually there and she was a deeply vulnerable and wounded character who was manipulated to become a victim to both John and Violet's passions and desires. Her "emancipation" at the end is yet another illusion, another coping mechanism of a horribly damaged and broken soul. Or 2) What I assume the reader is supposed to conclude is that Kathrin has truly found herself, an "enlightened" lesbian woman, and hope springs on the horizon for her "happily-ever-after." This second one is the conclusion that I think the author pushes us towards, and the one that most readers will draw... And that makes this a very dangerous book, for to me, the first conclusion is the one that is actually true. And the difference between "severely psychologically and emotionally damaged victim" and "courageous, happy, peaceful, well-adjusted woman" is a big difference indeed.
I would not recommend this book to any but the most careful of readers coming from a strong worldview rooted in Truth.