The story is about Samantha Gwynn.
She is a thirteen year-old girl who has an alcoholic father (he is an Architect) and her mother a yoga freak, she has a little brother named Luke. She was protecting him because she's protecting him from his father's crazy-drunk-acts. She was unease with her family and spends more time w/ her true friends Tracey, Vanessa and Angie. She used to have a good friend Charlie Parker wherein she shares her secret to him. Unfortunately, their friendship was broken because She accused Charlie stealing her Bra.
Due to her frustration, she leave notes on a book to a stranger in the library and soon, she has this friend with a code-name A.J.K they exchange notes to each other on a book, where Sam shares about her sadness and frustration because of her father. She met this high school boy named Drew Maddox and she fell for him. Drew Maddox is a pervert but Sam doesn't know it..
Next day, Her father was promoted in his job to the Feingold project, but Sam still doesn't feel happy about it. The eight grade boys are having like silly sessions and voted Sam as Best boobs, She decided to tell her friends about Drew.. But then, Drew kissed her on the lips.
Her mother attended Yoga class, and her father was at his room focusing with his Feingold project . Sam and Luke both are jumping on a couch, while Luke is holding his glass of juice. They were happy and both of them made noises w/c Mr. Gwynn caught his attention. Luke accidentally splashed his juice onto his Father's blueprints. To his Anger, and Frustration, He smashed his bottle to Luke's face. Luke has a fracture with stitches and bruises on his cheek bone. And her father was nowhere to be found. Charlie tries to get Sam that he was not the one who stole her bra, but Sam denies it.
Drew asks Sam to a party at someone's house and she says yes. But to her friends, she also has to lie about not being able to come to their usual Saturday sleepover at Vanessa's house in order to go to it. At the party, Drew asks Samantha what she drinks. Not having to drink before, Samantha decides to drink anything but Jim Beam. After she is fully drunk, Sam wakes up in a room where she is surrounded by coats, her shirt taken off. In the middle of their "sex", Drew leaves after hearing that Samantha is only thirteen, basically a kid. Crying, Samantha walks out of the room - only to bump into Andy Shaver, the party host's brother. Andy persuades Samantha into looking at his room, where he pins her against the dresser and starts to forcefully mash with her. To make it worse, Kyle Faulkner and Danny Harmon (Angie's Crush) are there too, mashing with her. It continues until a friend of Marybeth (Angie's Sister) takes Samantha home.
She went home drunk but Mrs. Gwynn doesn't ask her about Sam's night. Instead she told Sam everything about his father and what he'd been through. And how Mrs. Gwynn got pregnant to her, still Sam is bitter and being born was a mistake. A.J.K finally decided to meet Sam in person, Sam assumed it was a girl.. But she was wrong. It's a guy. And he was the library shelf cleaner, Alexander but prefers to be called Jesse. He brought her to father's usual drinking bar. Approaching her father, Samantha slaps him across the face, still her father hugs her. Back in school, she discovered that Charlie didn't stole her bra, but it was a guy named Jacob Mann.
The friendship between Samantha and her friends is falling apart. Now that they have learned where their friend really was and what she did. Angie, especially, is mad at Samantha. Sam, ashamed, tells Vanessa that she'll be at the sleepover on Saturday no matter what. Once at Vanessa's house, she cannot hold it any longer. Crying, Samantha spills every one of her secrets.. Though Angie still has an edge to her voice.
While having one of her normal midnight snacks it occurs to Samantha that she can smash all of the bottle her father hides around the house. Once she has done that, he will not be able to drink, for a while.
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It was a nice novel, there's lesson to learned. Good for teenagers especially for those who have an alcoholic parent. Keep in mind that love your parents no matter what, they are not perfect they also have flaws, but do not forget their sacrifices.
Mr. Gwynn was a good man. It's just that his life was complicated, I was touched when Mrs. Gwynn told Sam that her father gave his new ski-jacket to a homeless woman though it is cold. Nice novel. It is worth reading :)