"His blood seemed thick with sorrow. He had come into great distress without my being able to help it, without my being able to help him...Still, I had kept my eye on him...his whole life. I was his guardian angel."
Simon (Bert) Alberegt, a thirty eight year old, portly public prosecutor, would live precariously between a rock and an hard place, a life filled with moral and ethical dilemmas. Over a period of five days, his poor decisions would overload his coping mechanisms despite having a guardian angel sitting on his shoulder.
May 9, 1940, was the eve of the German invasion of the Netherlands. Using his connections, Bert was able to book a passage to England from the Hook of Holland for his German Jewish girlfriend, Sysy. It was true love for him. Perhaps someone, just useful for her. He was despondent. Could he follow her to England? He was preoccupied with missing her but still needed to present the final arguments at the courthouse on a case against a journalist accused of insulting Hitler. In a complete turn around, instead of asking for a maximum sentence, Bert planned on requesting a dismissal. In order to arrive on time, he took an illegal, deserted side road, entering from the wrong direction, and felt the impact of plowing into something. It was a young girl holding a letter in her hand. Clearly, she was planning to post the letter. Clearly, she was dead. What to do? With no witnesses, no one watching, he concealed the body in the bushes and drove to the appointed court date. Bert's guardian angel, the narrator of this tome, tried to encourage Bert to take responsibility for his actions. The devil, however, whispered a different suggestion in Bert's ear.
On May 9, 1940, the Nazi invasion had begun. Bert was determined to flee to England if he could beg or borrow the necessary funds. He had driven his car in the wrong direction, committed manslaughter and left the scene of an accident. He should have alerted the police. According to the devil, if Holland was bombed, would anyone worry about a child that was run over? Confess or flee? To complicate matters, Bert's friend Erik asked him to intercede and search for a young Jewish girl last seen posting a letter. The guardian angel's plea: "You can make amends for everything by doing penance. And that's the only thing of any value...You can't die besmirched as you are now...only if your soul has been cleansed, can it breathe with relief...". While trying to escape responsibility for his actions, the world was imploding around him.
Although Bert contemplated his own demise, his guardian angel shielded him from a bombing which leveled his workplace and the firebombing in Rotterdam which culminated in the Dutch capitulation to the Germans. There were those who did not recognize the plight of the citizenry. Some were not bothered by parachuters landing on their shores. Why not just lock your doors at night?
"A Guardian Angel Recalls" by Willem Frederik Hermans is a psychological study of a public prosecutor's inner conflict against the backdrop of the Nazi invasion and takeover of Netherlands in 1940. By failing to own up for his actions, Bert remained guilt ridden. It seemed that his square box of peppermints was the only solace to soothe his tortured soul.
A masterpiece of historical fiction. Highly recommended.
Thank you Archipelago Books and Net Galley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.