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188 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2010
She said: You're going to have to listen to me, you owe it to me; we're going to spend the whole morning on this shitThat was ‘chapter’ four in its entirety. Few chapters are more than a couple of pages long.
Javiera use to talk so loudly that sometimes you'd think she was shouting. The next day we heard half her life in five minutes, when she asked us to stay after class to choose a student representative. Of course, we immediately elected her. That day, she told us she'd been expelled in the eighties. She told us how the rector had called for her head and she was kicked out of school. She left the country. The rest of us had all been just kids back then. None of our life stories could compete with hers.Now I’m not saying this didn’t happen to her but there’s a bit of a feeling she’s trading on past glories.
[…]
She told us she had a son who lived in Ñuñoa, and that she had been tortured by the CNI. That's what she told us: They took me prisoner two days after they expelled me from the university. She described the days she spent in the cell; she told us that they raped her, that they applied electricity to her vagina and her breasts, that they had her on the "grill" for hours, that she got lice and crabs, that one of her torturers became obsessed with her, that it was a classmate who had snitched on her, and that the classmate was dead now; she insinuated that it was all vaguely connected to the attempt on Pinochet's life.
What we had, our life together, was coming to an end. We would head to the Hesperia to pass the time while we waited for offices to open so we could begin whichever formality of our separation was slated for that day. Nothing to say, nothing to say to each other; we'd order peach juice, cappuccinos, or just water, and we'd sit in silence for hours or minutes, looking at the photos hanging on the wall—a series that showed a ship going down in open water.They don’t seem quite as bad as Javiera and Donoso but their marriage clearly has not been a happy one. I would’ve liked to have learned more about them.
"Aparte de muchas cosas, el pasado es eso, una foto sacada en un hotel que deseamos que sea nuestra casa, fotos falsas que son las pruebas de la vida que nunca tuvimos."
"Nos comportamos como animales, nos comportamos como personas. Nunca salimos de ese café. Nunca nos fuimos de ahí, nunca abandonamos realmente el puerto. La ciudad se quemó, desapareció. El cielo se llenó de estrellas muertas."