Belfast Confetti is a unique text that attempts to capture the multi-dimensional nature of place through various forms of writing: prose, poetry (elastic lines, lyrics, haikus), and creative essays. The text is meant to be read in order and each piece serves to contextualize and complicate the next.
Carson excels in his ability to capture emotional conflict. Whether it is the painful nature of hope, the fraternity of violence, or the terrifying fear of realization, these internal conflicts might also be described as a kind of ambilocation. In the short poem ‘Hairline Crack’, he narrates two stories: an ambiguous gunman and a specific woman caught in the crossfire. The first stanza uses variations of clichés to illustrate the ordinary progression of someone toward embracing violence. Carson writes, “Daily splits and splinters at the drop of a hat or a principle-….If only this, if only that, if only pigs could fly./Someone decides, hawk or dove. Ambushes are sprung./Velvet fist. Iron glove” (50). Carson illustrates both the ludicrous nature of violence and the everydayness of it, and expresses sarcasm for both the reasoning behind violent acts and the sympathy or surprise evoked by outsiders. The second stanza turns to a specific story of a woman in her car, “caught in crossfire, stooped for the dash-/ board cigarette lighter./In that instant, a bullet neatly parted her permanent wave. So/ now/ She tells the story, how a cigarette made all the odds. Between/ life. And death.” (50). Again, the extraordinary result of an ordinary act. The fraternity found in story-telling, especially those of survival and a midst violence connect the two stanzas in profound and disturbing way. The poem leaves the reader with a palpable sense of ambilocation.
The last poem, brings all these wandering narrations and themes of ambilocation home in the lines, “Like some son looking for his father, or the/ father for his son,/ We try to piece together the exploded fragments” (108). Which in turn, takes this reader back to the smell of bread in the opening poem ‘Loaf’ and transforms it into “two dogs meeting in a revolutionary 69 of/ a long sniff” (105) in the last poem ‘Hamlet’. And in a world “Which ‘only connects’ on any given bump on the road” (106), all that survives of the narrator’s personal memory is where he literally lived.
Finally, this reader is left staring at the map of a subsection of Belfast on the cover of Belfast Confetti and wondering what ‘given bump’ will create the “snowy galaxies” of ambilocation next reading, and where will the current one of my many selves end up when “the storyteller picks his way between/ the isolated stars” (107)?