I really enjoyed this book more than I thought I would in the beginning when I first heard about this book/mini-series, but I like Melanie Milburne as an author and it was at the library so I thought why not give it a try. And I'm glad I did, enjoying the tale of second chance love story between Maya and Giorgio.
I really loved both characters in the story with each of them having suffered losses and pains along the way that the didn't deserve at all, and I was rooting for them to get back together in the end because it was so obvious that they cared and loved one another, all that was missing was the lack of communication, and Giorgio allowing himself to be vulnerable and accept support from Maya when he was hurting in his times of need, treating her like a partner, which for much of his marriage he didn't even though partly he kept to himself to protect her and not burden her with his feels, but it was the wrong way to go about it. If they shared their pain more with one another, and leaned on one another when they needed one another I believe they wouldn't have gone their separate ways and would have become closer to each other, and maybe even make Giorgio feel more comfortable showing his vulnerable side to his wife, therefore being able to admit his feelings more readily, therefore their marriage might have been more successful the first time around. Then there wouldn't be a story would there?
The pace was good in the beginning of the book with the first chapter being where Maya discovered she was pregnant with Giorgio's baby after one night of passion at his brother's wedding despite the fact that they were separated and about to get a divorce (and were even in divorce proceedings at the time), but that didn't stop them acting on their passions and just the fact that they missed each other during the six month separation. Of coarse, Maya was shocked to learn she was pregnant especially being the last two years of their marriage when they were trying to get pregnant the couldn't, going through various methods to get pregnant because that was what they both wanted, though Maya thought for Giorgio it was just about having an heir and carrying on the family name and believed that was her job when she married Giorgio, which she failed miserable (another reason their marriage headed south) in her opinion. Aside from being shocked at learning that she was pregnant, Maya wasn't excited or hopeful like most new mothers would be in that situation, though she wanted the baby very much Maya was afraid to believe that this baby would go to term since she had four painful miscarriages in the past, which were emotionally devastating to her. And Maya couldn't live through that again, the hoping and the praying and even expecting almost that she was going to lose the baby despite having no signs to the contrary, but still she waited for bated breath for the worst to happen and did for the most part of the book despite reassurances from others. I understand why she felt that way, but a part me was like well if you keep worrying yourself to death and just waiting for it to happening and keeping worrying about it, stressing herself out wouldn't be good for the baby and perhaps could cause her to get sick and miscarry the baby again. Can you say self-fulfilling prophecy? So, I just wish she enjoyed her pregnancy a little more especially when she got farther along instead of just having this mentality that the baby wouldn't come to terms.
Anyway getting a little ahead of myself right after she found out she was pregnant, Giorgio came to her door (who I could tell totally missed her and never wanted to let her go and didn't want to be with anyone else even if she couldn't see that) which frightened Maya not only because of the knowledge that she was pregnant with his baby, but of the chemistry that seemed to suck her in whenever he was around, and boy did they have chemistry, and it was smoking hot let me tell you with them barely keeping their hands to themselves. But Maya did her best to deter him, wanting him to get out of her life so she didn't succumb to him. They discuss the divorce, and how she wanted his family villa that his family doesn't go to all that often because of the tragic death of Giorgio's baby sister Chiara so it brought up bad memories for the family so none of them used it so Maya figured why not give it to her since she loved and would put to good use. Giorgio said no, saying its part of his family's legacy and he wouldn't give it up to her because it was meant to be in the family even though they didn't use it all that often. So there were at an impasse there.
Then Giorgio invited her to his grandfather's 90th birthday, which Salvatore requested Giorgio to do because Salvatore wanted her there. She was reluctant to agree, but does, and decided to go for the kind old man that she loved while married to Giorgio. Once at the party, the chemistry as spicy as ever, Giorgio opened up a little bit to Maya at the fact that Salvatore is dying and only had a few months to live so he proposed to Maya to make Salvatore's last days happiest of his life, and what would make Salvatore better was seeing Maya and Giorgio back together and no longer getting divorced. She was horrified at this prospect not only because she felt duped by Giorgio and his motives for inviting her to the party, but also frightened because she knew that if she went back with Giorgio she would be in the same place with him pregnant, fearing not having a live child all the while loving him so completely and fully while he kept himself emotionally distant from her, not loving her. As you can imagine, she doesn't relishing going back to that, but got tricked back into it in the end. Salvatore was so happy for their reconciliation, and Maya figured she was doing a good thing.
Though now she had to act the part of being a couple with him again with him coming to her apartment intent on staying. She protested heavily at first, but to no avail. He still wanted to sleep with her, saying he missed being with her. He pointed out that they had great chemistry together that wasn't going away, and what was good in their passionate encounter the night they made the baby and he wanted that back again, using the time pretending to be together to be put to good use, knowing she wanted him and he wanted her. Of coarse, Maya believed all he was concerned with was getting laid, and making the best out a bad situation, and she didn't want to be used like that when she loved him so deeply while all he wanted was just a body not her personally in this complicated situation. So, that was another argument, a passionate argument. They had a lot of them in this book, which fueled their passions in the bedroom as well, having that heat and spark with one another, which just made this read even steamier, making the reader want them to jump into bed, knowing all this fighting is just hot foreplay anyway. But nothing happened at that moment, and they decide to go bed.
As luck would have it Maya didn't throw away the positive pregnancy test in her bathroom so that was how Giorgio found out that she was having his baby with him now insisting that their marriage would be permanent and they would live as a family again while Maya being ever negative about the situation said that she might be able to carry this baby to term like the last four and they would be back where they started (and she feared he wouldn't want to stay married to her once that happened).
So, Maya went to Giorgio's villa to move back in with him completely wary of the situation and of him and his motives. She found that he had never removed her things from his space, and found them lying there like she just used them, which shocked her because she thought she meant so little to him in the time they were together, having no soft emotions towards her.
Fights ensue as the couple go along with many of their past issues from their first shot at marriage coming to the surface. One being his lack of showing emotions while she was being negative the entire time, saying she was going to lose the baby and there was nothing to do about it. But they work at it as best as they can with Giorgio giving it a genuine shot and changing his ways while trying to be there for her even though he did try to keep his distance from her still not learning his lesson on that quite yet.
What I was a little disappointed was the lovemaking scenes because to me there had been this build up in the first half of the book that was hot and steamy, and made me want to see what would happen when they did finally get it on, figuring it would be just as steamy as the sexual tension between them, but when I read it and they had their first complete sex scene (there was one scene before this where they pleasure one another without going all the way, which I thought was the hottest scene of all the times they got it on in the book, and hoped that same hottest would be translated in the full scene as well), but I just found it lacking the sexiness that I expected to come from these two probably because it was so quick and rushed in my opinion instead of drawing it out. Now, I got that there were denied the full on lovemaking for awhile and when they finally got to do it that it was just hurry up and do it, getting their passions out of their systems, but I just felt that I just blinked my eyes at it was over already, and I was like that's it, and I felt like that for the other love scenes too except maybe the one in the bathtub where it is more drawn out and sexy and I could feel the connection between the two of them, making that scene so much more hotter than the bath they were in, but then when they got on again I felt it was just too rushed and over before I knew it. Though despite the rushness of their passions seemed to enjoy it nonetheless but still I was looking for a little bit of a bigger pay off more steamy than it was in the book, but I did like that they did reconnect in that way, and they had no complaints about their lovemaking in that aspect (though Maya did feel it was more physical on his part than on hers, but still that didn't stop them from going at it).
There were other things in this book that I thought were kind of rushed in the later half of the book and introduction of things that I didn't think quite necessary because they seemed to be solved so quickly. Like I expected there to be an interaction between Giorgio's mother and Maya about the past or perhaps that conflict still being their between the two (especially when Maya thought that his mother thought she wasn't good enough for her son since she wasn't giving him children and she was low brow), but there wasn't any and the mother just seemed to accept Maya back into the fold pretty easily once sure that Maya was carrying his baby. So, I thought there would be more there or more of a connection between the two so that was disappointing.
And then the thing with the ex-girlfriend calling the papers saying she was having an affair with Giorgio while he reconciled with Maya, I just found that a little bit random, and didn't think it was necessary, though I think it was meant to show how Maya at first believed Giorgio did cheat on her (even before that she believed he might cheat on her just like his father cheated on his mother) and just her mistrust of him while showing how the public eye can gossip and spread these lies without anything to back it up, which she wasn't use to and what she hated of the paparazzi. And I understand that, but part of me felt it was just stuck in there quickly to just add another conflict to their marriage for sake of having another conflict. I don't know, but just too me it was random because I guess I was more focused on their emotions towards one another and the baby issue, and hoping that she wouldn't lose the baby like I thought might happen since the issue was just hit over my head so many times that I thought it was probably coming and that would be another issue they had to deal with along the way, and seeing if their marriage would survive another tragedy like that one. Now, don't get me wrong I didn't want her to lose the baby especially after miscarrying four time already I knew it would seriously break her if it happened again and she, well both of them, didn't deserve that to happen again, but I just thought it was coming the way it was set up, but luckily it didn't. So, my point is I guess I was more focusing on that issue than anything else so just when all of a sudden this newspaper came out with the ex story, I was thrown for a loop not expecting it at all, and was what was that so maybe that was why I was like "why was this in here."
And the last issue that dropped in the air was the issue of the villa. Maya wanted it so bad and wanted to make it into something, but this story never went in to what happened. Did after Giorgio unburden himself with the unhappy times to Maya, could he let go off the unhappiness there and be able to return to the villa? Did he give it to Maya? Did his family ever go back to that place? Maybe that happens in the book after this one, but I just felt like the issue just dropped with no resolution in that area, though I guess when Giorgio did finally open up fully to Maya, leaving himself exposed and vulnerable and ready to tell her that he did in fact loved her and wanted her to be his wife that showed he let go and moved on, not fearing his emotions any longer, but I thought a scene of something with the villa would have been nice to show that.
So, those were my little issues with book, but they weren't that big of deal that didn't make me lose my enjoyment over the book, but things that struck me and caused me not to give it a five out five stars.
Like I said at the end, they had this sweet little scene together where they reveal their feelings to one another and say they love each other and want to be together forever like is typical in books like these (which is why I love them by the way), and they get their happily ever after together with the last scene was of Maya giving birth to a healthy son with both parents completely delighted and happy for the miracle that came from their love, and made me cheer that they finally got the child they always wanted. So, I was very with the ending.
Giorgio was great, trying the best he could in the circumstances given to him, and protecting and supporting the ones he loved while burdening himself with the worries that accompanied being the oldest son when he shouldn't have. He was trying to be strong for everyone around him, and I loved that he wanted to the rock for his family, but I also knew he needed someone too and not have that build and build until it exploded, though he tried to rein it in as much as possible. But he needed someone too, and that person was Maya and if he opened up to her sooner I do believe that they would had a stronger marriage and maybe not have to deal with some of the issues that they faced first time around. And he so deserved to have that person for him and would have if he just reached on in the beginning for her. But luckily he learned his lesson and did finally reach out for her in the end, which would build their connection and make their love grow as one would be there for the other, which is what love and marriage should be about. So, I'm glad that he did realize that at the end of the book and that he could be happy, and I think he will be with his wife and baby.
Maya I liked too, and I did feel genuinely bad for her at what she had to go through between her childhood, her miscarriages, and a marriage where she felt alone and I get why she wanted the divorce so she would be miserable living the pain of being with a man that didn't love her. And I liked how she tried to resist the chemistry between her and Giorgio not wanting to go down the same road with him, but she loved him and let's face it she couldn't resist him in the end, their connection and chemistry was just too strong for either of them to deny. The only thing I didn't like was that it seemed like every chapter she was saying that she was probably going to lose the baby then she was going to be back at square one. I get that she was afraid to hope that she would carry this baby to term after all the disappointments, but I was tired of hearing her say them to Giorgio while he tried to comfort her that it would be different this time. I just thought stop saying that already and just try not to overanalyze to much and just take it one step at a time, one day at time without obsessing about possibly loosing the baby. It was just too much stress that she didn't need at the time, and I just wanted her to stop focusing on that.
I thought the first half of the book was better than the second half partly because Maya kept saying the same things over and over again, and the issues that just seemed to pop up suddenly without being prepared for it, and I think too that the second half was just a tad rushed towards the ending, but that's just my opinion. But I did enjoy this book very much, and glad that I did pick it up at the library. I'm now curious about the books about the other two brothers. Luca's book is the one before this one, and I am curious how him and his wife came together, though I could pretty much infer from this book, and just know their story and see if the chemistry is there just as it was with Maya and Giorgio and just wanting to see how they get to their happy ending. Also I am curious about younger brother's Nic story with the conflict already being presented in this book and I pretty much am sure that he's going to end up with Jade, Salvatore's god daughter, and am curious to meet her in the next book since she was only introduced in this book but not shown. And I think sparks are going to fly between these free spirited characters, though I know Nic is going to deny, deny, deny his feelings for her as much as possible and it will be fun to see this playboy brought down to his needs and find the women he belongs with just like Salvatore wanted. So, I'm curious to see how those stories turn out and hope they are as good as this book was and the chemistry is as smoking as it was between Giorgio and Maya and look forward to finding out in the future. So good job, Melanie Milburne. Good job!