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First published January 17, 1978
"We work in the dark. We do what we can.
We give what we have. Our doubt is our
passion. Our passion is out task. The rest
is the madness of art."
- Henry James, "The Middle Years"
[...]
How brief it was, that time
when Chile showed us how to rejoice!
How soon the executioners
arrived, making victims
of those who were not born to be victims.
The throats of singers
were punched into silence,
hands of builders
crushed,
dancers herded
into the pens.
[...]
- For Chile, 1977 (from CONTINUUM)
Our large hands
Your small hands
Our country's power
Our powerlessness against it
Your country's poverty
The power of your convictions
Our corrupt democracy
The integrity of your revolution
Our technology and its barbarity
Your ingenuity and simple solutions
Our bombers
Your bicycles
Our unemployed veterans
Your re-educated prostitutes
Our heroin addicts rotting
Your wounded children healing
Our longing for new life
Your building of new life
Our large hands
Your small hands
- Greeting to the Vietnamese Delegates to the U.N. (from CONTINUUM)
I've never written poems for you, have I.
You rarely read poems,
your mind thrives
on other fruits and grains:
but just this once
a poem; to say:
As unthought gesture, turns of
common phrase, reveal
the living of life -
pathos, courage, comedy;
as in your work you witness
and show others
people's ordinary and always strange
histories;
so you give me from myself
an open secret,
a language other than my language, poetry,
in which to rest myself with you,
in which to laugh with you;
a cheerful privacy
like talking Flemish on a bus in Devon.
- For X . . . (from ADMIRING A WATERFALL)What you give me is
the extraordinary sun
splashing its light
into astonished trees.
A branch
of berries, swaying
under the feet of a bird.
I know
other joys - they taste
bitter, distilled as they are
from roots, yet I thirst for them.
But you -
you give me
the flash of golden daylight
in the body's
midnight,
warmth of the fall noonday
between the sheets in the dark.
- Love Poem for X (from ADMIRING A WATERFALL)
[...]
The war is simply
how the worlds, to which they were born.
They share
the epiphanies of their solitude,
hardly knowing or speaking to anyone else
their own age. They have not discovered men
or sex at all. But daily
they live! Live
intensely. Mysterious fragrance
gentles the air
under the black poplars.
And Bet, looking off toward hawthorn and willow,
middle-distance of valley and steep small hills,
says she would like to bounce
from one round-topped tree to another,
in the spring haze.
[...]
- Chekhov on the West Heath
Loving this man who is far away
is like loving Anton Chekhov.
I have loved him longer than I have known this man.
I love all the faces of Chekhov in my collection
of photos that show him in different years of his life,
alone, or with brothers and sisters, with actors,
with Gorki,
with Tolstoi, with his wife, with his undistinguished
endearing pet dogs; from beardless student to since-nez'd
famous and ailing man.
I have no photo
of the man I love.
[...]
- Like Loving Chekhov
MODULATIONS FOR SOLO VOICE
These poems were written in the winter and spring of 1974-75, and might be subtitled, from the cheerful distance of 1978, Historia de un amor. They are intended to be read as a sequence."There are the lover and the beloved, but
these two come from different countries."- Carson McCullers,
The Ballad of the Sade Cafe
i
Easily we are happy, I was thinking, no need
for so much grieving,
ashen mind, heart flaming, flaming
from core of stone.
Easy days, nights when our bodies
were learning each other.
ii
But that perfection, nectarine of light-
you bruised it.
Impeccably conscientious,
gave it a testing pinch,
reminding me of my status
in the country of your affections:
secondclass citizen.
Don't you know I hate to be told
what I know already?
Remember the custodian telling us,
'This chair is beautiful,
this is a beautiful table'?
What I knew I'd taken already
on terms of my own:
not as defeat but with new freedom -
from false pride,
from measuring my value to you
in a jeweller's finicky scale.
(And the heart's affections are holy,
we have known that, but have loved
to hear it again for the sake of
his life who said it. And what the Imagination seizes
as beauty must be truth -
yet there are hierarchies within that truth.)
iii
Nectarine of our pleasure,
enclosed in its own fragrance,
poised on its imaginary branch!
I imagine too quickly, giving to tenuous things
hasty solidity,
to irresolute shadows
a perfect equilibrium.
For you, then,
our days and nights had not been a river
flowing at leisure between grassy banks?
You thought I would try
to force the river
out of its course?
You didn't trust me . . .
iv
Or perhaps indeed
we did after all
share our pleasure,
halving the nectarine -
bu even as we drifted
downstream at ease
and golden juices
stained your mind's tongue,
Anxiety arrived from your hometown
wearing black,
waving her umbrella?
v
Since I must recover
my balance, I do. I falter
bu don't fall; recalling
how every vase, cut sapphire, absolute
dark rose, is not indeed
of rarest, of most cherished
perfection unless flawed,
offcentered, pressed
with rough thumbprint, blade scratch, brown
birthmark that tells
of concealed struggle from bud to open ease
of petals, soon
to loosen, to drop and
be blown away.
The asymmetrical
tree of life, fractionally, lopsided
at the trunk's live-center
tells where a glancing eye,
not a ruler
drew, and drew strength
from its mistake.
The picture of perfection
must be revised.
Allow for our imperfections,
welcome them,
consume them into its substance.
Bring from necessity
its paradoxical virtue,
mortal life, that makes it
give off so strange a magnetic
shining, when one had thought
darkness had filled the night.
vi
These questions
that have walked beside all that I say,
waiting their turn for utterance:
How do I free myself
from pain self-imposed,
pride-pain,
will-pain,
pain of wanting
never to feel superfluous?
How are you acted on
by anxiety, by a coldness
taught to you as a boy?
- these questions
are not mine only.
The vision
of river, of nectarine,
is not mine only.
All humankind,
women and men,
hungry,
hungry beyond the hunger
for food, for justice,
pick themselves up and stumble on
for this: to transcend barriers, longing
for absolution of each by each,
luxurious unlearning
of lies and fears,
for joy, that throws down the reins
on the neck of
the divine animal
who carries us through the world.
- Modulations