This book is a tribute to that famous quote: "the lady doth protest too much" or thereabouts. You just know the whole time the h is telling herself she loves the OM (always "love" never "in love") and that what she feels for the H is just lust, sex attraction, a good dose of the old horndogs, etc., that she's lying to herself and not fooling the readers one bit!
Yet again, Ms. Donald gives us a h with a flawed mother, in this case a woman who's physically in her 40's or 50's but mentally she's perpetually 18, depending on her daughter like she's her younger sister rather than her mom, flirting outrageously (and embarrassingly) with every man in sight, and somehow managing to find a rich one to fall for her (must have a few screws loose) and take care of her, after leeching off her daughter and other relatives. No wonder her first husband (the h's father) left her, and her second one had no respect for her at all!
That does NOT excuse the way they treated the h! Her father walked out of her life and never looked back, never even answered her letters! (I thought this was going to be a case of her letters never reaching him or his answers never getting to her, but that didn't happen, so he was just a jerk.) And her crappy step pop stole her inheritance money to gamble with and was verbally abusive.
And to top it off, a family friend turned out to be a pervert and when she was only 14, told her of all the erotic fantasies he had about her in great detail! SICK!!!
It would have made more sense for her to be a man hating feminist, but instead she kept turning to men for the love and security she was denied, first to a cousin (who wouldn't put up with her temper tantrums as a child and won her loyalty and respect), then to three (yes, THREE) fiancées!
This really didn't make sense! For a young woman with sexual insecurities, the last thing you'd think she'd want would be to get married, no matter how much of a void in her life she felt since her cousin got married and his attention became focused on his wife. Yet at only 18 she was supposedly ready for such a big step???? For that matter, her boyfriend accuses her of being frigid when she won't let him get too far, so why the heck did he propose to her?? He only tended up dumping her, anyway!
Even more ridiculous, she rebounds to another guy to prove she's not frigid, then acts all frozen with him anyway, and he proposes, too??? Did these guys want a challenge and then decided the juice wasn't worth the squeeze? We're supposed to think they were hurt, but they must have known the h was too young and emotionally damaged to be ready for marriage, unless they were complete nincompoops!
And speaking of nincompoops, just when she's finally getting herself together, Momcompoop goes and screws things up yet again, so the h AGAIN turns to a man (I'm no diehard feminist but I can't help getting annoyed by this)!This time, it's the OM in the story, a really nice person (but not without some flaws) who offers money, security, kindness and love, and she jumps at the chance and accepts his proposal, only three months after they met! (Rushing things a bit???) Because they're not waiting that long to tie the knot, he's okay with waiting before they hit the sheets, which is music to the h's ears! She convinces herself she'll have a HEA1
And then she meets the H!!!
He's a friend of the OM and goes into protective mode, convinced the h is just a conniving gold-digger who wouldn't give the OM the time of day if he wasn't wealthy. He sets out to prove this but finds himself as sexually enthralled by her as she is by him. Meanwhile, he discovers that she really does care for the OM, and she discovers that she has a capacity for desire and passion she had no idea existed in her! (Of course, it's all for the H and none for her fiancé!)
She also finds out it's not the first time the H and OM have been involved in a love triangle, as the OM had been engaged before and his fiancée fell in love with the H and broke up with him, only to discover that the H had no romantic feelings for her and never gave her any reason to believe he did.
Relationship messes galore in this one!!
It takes too long (and several close calls to getting naked) for the h to finally admit she can't marry the OM but still refuses to admit to herself that what she feels for the H is more than lust. (You'd think the fact that she gets jealous as hell if another woman so much as glances at him and nearly lost her mind when the OM's sexy blonde cousin threw herself at him and kissed him would have given her a clue! Not to mention her feelings of hurt and sadness when she thinks she's only a sexy body to him.)
It takes even longer for them to FINALLY hit the sheets, where the h hoped he wouldn't discover she was a virgin, but he knew a hymen when he felt one.
But with her thinking he just wanted her body and would soon tire of her, and him thinking she was still hung up on (and feeling guilty about) the OM (who felt hurt and betrayed by both of them and cut them both out of his life), they go their separate ways for a time, with the H working on his dream of starting a winery and making a perfect red wine and the h becoming a model for a cosmetics firm, thanks to a friend in the business who got her the job easy-peasy.
It takes a while to cut through all the misunderstandings for their HEA, but they FINALLY get together (and are on the road to making peace with the OM), but the epilogue makes you sorry the book wasn't about their marriage and partnership in the winery instead.
However, with all the emotional angst the h had, I think she should have gone for some well-needed therapy before considering marrying anybody! That whole incident with the perverted family friend really messed her up and she didn't confide in anyone, not even the H.
Flawed, but still good.