Part of the reason it took me a while to write this review was because I had really mixed feelings on this book. The writing was great, it felt fast paced, and every time I picked it up I didn’t want to put it down. At the same time though, this book made me feel sick to my stomach at times, and I found that I was not rooting at all for the romance between the two main characters.
This books follows Zora and Franklin, two people who have individually decided they are definitely not looking for a relationship, and are ready to focus on themselves. When they meet though, this all goes out the window. Soon they are spending every free minute together, despite the strain this puts on each of their careers. As the relationship progresses, we watch as it becomes toxic, and Zora deals with the consequences of Franklin’s failed career.
I loved Zora’s character, especially her ambition, and how she always seemed to put others before herself. She was very well fleshed out, and her troubles, both in her relationship and career seemed realistic, and made her a very sympathetic character (at least to me). Because of this, I did think McMillan was successful in her depiction of a relationship that starts out as seemingly picture perfect, but quickly descends into emotional abuse, as the reader does start to feel for Zora.
However, I absolutely hated Franklin, and even in the beginning thought he didn’t deserve Zora. Because of this the more romantic moments of the book were lost on me, as I was usually just rooting for Zora to leave him already. As the book went on he became an even worse person, and treated Zora awfully, to the point where I was reading on simply in hopes that they would break up.
I think I could have forgiven this, if not for the ending which, I think, is too dismissive of Franklin’s abusive and violent behaviour. To me, the ending takes away from the depiction of the different stages of a toxic relationship, and makes the book much less powerful. I think I definitely want to read more from McMillan, but I’m not sure I’d recommend this one, as I feel like it just left me feeling more angry and disappointed than anything.
Rating: 2.5 stars