4.5 Stars ☆
"If only she knew how much I’d always liked her. That there was no one else for me. My world started and ended with her sitting beside me on those dark morning rides to school, and it started up all over again when I found her on my farm."
I didn't know what to expect from this. What I got was a book as sweet as jam with cuteness overload.
In a Jam is a small town, friends to lovers, single parent, marriage of convenience romance that I found my self adoring. I swear this has the best slow burn that is topped off with angst, banter, and humor that was exactly what I needed.
Shay has had a run of bad luck. First, she was to be married, and her now ex left her at the altar. Now, two weeks later, while trying to figure out what to do with her life, she finds out her late step grandmother has left her an inheritance. Deeming her the owner of her farm Twin Tulip in Friendship, Rhode Island. There are requirements for her to keep the farm, and one is to marry within a year. Returning back to the town she spent her high school years, she runs into her best friend from school Noah and explains her situation. He offers her a business deal to marry him to keep her farm, and once the year is up, she can divorce him. In return, he only wants a small piece of land for himself. Shay is lost and doesn't know what she wants but takes him up on his offer to save the only place she's ever called home.
Noah Barden gah, this man is such a shy, grumpy teddy bear that I fell in love with. Don't let all of that fool you though because he has a possessive side with a dirty mouth and takes control in the bedroom that had me weak in the knees. He makes jam and bakes bread, earning him the nickname "Daddy Bread Baker"(iykyk) from Jamie, Shays best friend. I don't know why, but that nickname made me giggle, and I honestly wasn't hating it. He calls Shay wife, and it just made me feel things. To top it all off, he has the cutest six year old niece, Gennie, that he adopted with a foul mouth that thinks she's a pirate. I loved her so much, and she honestly stole the show on many occasions.
“I know it’s insane to ask this but if you can go along with me for five minutes, I will personally plow and plant your fields whenever you want it. Okay?”
Shay Zuconni is a sweet, caring teacher, but she is also a bit broken. She has really never had many people in her life who didn't leave her. Leavig her with insecurities and trust issues that eventually everyone will leave her. This very reason is why she wouldn't believe that Noah wasn't going anywhere. Though he proved to her time and time again that he had no intention of leaving or letting her go. I loved her so much but at the same time wanted to slap some sense into her for the back and forth and seeing he was one of the good ones in her life.
"I felt like I’d been waiting a very long time for someone who knew how to shatter me and also wanted to pick up all the pieces. And I felt an unpleasant sense of relief in discovering that person was my husband."
Noah and Shay had so much chemistry even when they were just playing the part. It just took Shay a long time to realize it. I mean, even Gennie had it figured out. He literally been pining for her since high school. I loved it when he showed her that he had loved her for all of those years. It was the sweetest moment.
“You’re not alone, wife. I’m right here with you and I’m not going anywhere.”
There were a few other things that I loved in this, and that includes the side characters and the found family, of course. Shay had the best girlfriends that she could ask for that were always there and supportive of each other. I especially enjoyed the relationship between her and Jamie. They were each others rock in the group. Another thing is that this shows a good representation of body positivity, and we don't see much of that these days.
The epilouge was so sweet. There was even an extended epilogue that I thought was sweet as well. In the end, I enjoyed this so much. The only thing I'm regretting is not reading this earlier.
Quotes and favorite moments
“Bodies are extremely temporary and they’re the least interesting things about us. They carry us around while we’re on this earth and there’s nothing more I can ask from my body than that. I certainly wouldn’t spend any time worrying about the size or shape of anyone else’s body. Not when I could care about their heart and their mind instead.”
“Allow me to make myself clear. I don’t give a pickled fuck how or why we came to be married. You are my wife. If you need some fun, you’ll call me. I’ll be the one taking care of you. I’ll give you anything you want, including a properly prepared gin and tonic. If you can’t accept that, you’re welcome to divorce me now.”
“I need a lot more than a minute and all I did was watch. Stay here, sweetheart. Close your eyes. You deserve it.”
“Just because I can plow through by myself doesn’t mean I want to,” I said. “Fuck, Shay. Let me need you, okay?”
“That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you, wife. I do. I want you so much it would scare you to know the half of it.”
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Pre-review: A single dad, small town romance...yes please 😩🩵