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252 pages, Paperback
First published August 1, 1963
When people learned from Edward, as they did sooner or later for he saw no reason to conceal the fact, that he had not seen his family for eleven years but that he considered himself a married man, a responsible father, most were inclined to express some feeling of astonishment, as when an apparently harmless human being (for people will forever consider naïvely that a harmless human being exists) is found out in murder.I've had many a false start with this rereading business because of how many streaks of disappointments I've had to churn through. For every one I've committed to picking up till I hit a stumbling block (Oyeyemi, Levi, Lispector, etc, and now Frame), there have been a number of truly odious revisitings that have shaken my faith in former favorites. That's adulthood, I suppose, but on the other hand, the expansion of bibliographic experience has made it so I now understand the incentive of people who'll willingly pick up new titles on the basis of nothing more than a familiar and (thus far) beloved name. I don't know how it is with other people, especially with those who are actually willing to spend 20+ bucks on a spanking new hardcover instead of waiting for a few years until the hype dies down and swooping in to grab the three dollar paperback with award stickers all over it, but it helps me extraordinarily when it comes to counteracting the white maleness that plagues even the most expansive of book sales. The future is filled with unknown dead ends, but it is nice to have finally broken through my usual habit of solely picking up the unfamiliar and the new.
People dread silence because it is transparent; like clear water, which reveals every obstacle—the used, the dead, the drowned, silence reveals the cast-off words and thoughts dropped in to obscure its clear stream.Jane Frame was institutionalized to the point of nearly undergoing the lobotomy, which is why I trust her to the moon and beyond while barely giving neurotypicals the time of day. Contemporary thought says the lack of lobotomy was good cause she didn't actually have schizophrenia, but I call horseshit cause no mental condition ever justifies the sadistic fapping of others. Anyway, this doesn't mean I'm a fan of the Shamalama style twist at the end of this narrative, but that I allow Frame's imagination a broader set of deeper motivations than simply looking for the next fad of a stigmatized demographic to make a narrative buck off of. This is good, because if you strip it down as my brain has a tendency of doing, none of this book is very original: the distant father, the borderline filiciding mother, the repressed child, the Shakespeare quotes, New Zealand retreating to England so often as to border on ridiculous should one ignore the true nature of a settler state. I'll also admit to being completely lost during the first few chapters or so, which made me think I had made yet another mistaken if utilitarian choice of further reading, but fortunately, as the quotes show, it picked up. I could pull it apart in terms of ableism taken to apocalyptic extremes (again, not the most original endeavor when looking at contemporary reality, but it's nice to have it in such excellent prose), it's late and I'm tired and still slightly buzzed, so you're going to have to believe me when I say no one pulls off the poetic abject quite like Frame.
[I]t's terrible isn't it the way things which are serious can get to sound like a joke even if it means you die of them[.]I'm glad that books still exist where the absolutely fucking weirdness isn't compromised by the author having lazily founded all of said absolutely fucking weirdness on marginalized demographics and the like. True, I could've used less anti-Romani sentiments, and there was nary an acknowledgement of an indigenous manner that I could catch (if there was, I was probably too busy being proud of myself for picking up on the Lear, which goes to show how solipsism is, ironically, a team effort), but unlike a vast amount of works which I'm expected to simply go along with, this one actually outweighed its weak spots. I haven't seen anything of Frame's other than her autobiography of late (which is here: An Angel at my Table and fully recommended by myself), but I'm holding out hope for the nest one.
It does not seem that in this generation we shall admit that we are murderers; in the future it may be too late.