I was totally lost with this book. First off, the prologue as completely boring and made me reconsider reading the book. But once you suffer thru it, the book picks up a little bit, and I mean just a little. Derek, Alyssa/Alice's agent, want's her to check into rehab for a fake drug addiction, all so she can gain exposure and hopefully get more acting and/or modeling jobs, and thinking her agent knows what's best for her, Alyssa goes. From that, one would believe that the story is based on her encounters while staying at said rehab. But, NOPE! the story has nothing to do with her stay or even being 'exposed' for that matter. Sure, it starts with her in rehab, but it quickly goes back to her youth and follows all the way up to her entering said rehab. Then the last 3-4 pages, she is back at the rehab. Now don't get me wrong, there are a few good spots in the story. In several different spots, I found myself smiling, and even laughing a little once or twice. But, to me, this story is more of an opening to a bigger book. The author could have used what she wrote here as a prologue to the actual story about Alyssa's encounter's in rehab.