My chest hurts
This book broke my heart ugh, I wish there was more to it. Just a tad more I would liked to have know where he ended up.
But in all honesty I hated Sahara. And before anyone tells me anything about her 'attempts' to help the family, I'll remind you you that they were FAILED ATTEMPTS. She half-assed everything she did when it came to this family, they were like some kind of game that she could occasionally play and put back when she got bored. She only had an interest in the children, but she didn't put in any effort to take them out of the ghetto, part of the reason being that she didn't like the mother. Which who the f*ck are you to judge someone else's life when yours is in complete shambles, and even if everything was peachy you still wouldn't have any room to speak. Her lack of empathy or understanding for the mother, confused me, her inability to understand why Dexter found it difficult to fit in school, WHEN IT JUST SITS THERE RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER FACE!!!. She proved , all the people who were doubting her, right by failing her little passion project, Now we have a wanted runaway, a dead child and a mute. F*CKING GREAT JOB SAHARA.
This book was amazing, all these feelings I was feeling the frustration, annoyance, dread, heart break. I really hate what ended up happening in the end.
How Sahara gets to go back to her own life as if nothing happened and we have another broken family no one gives a sh*t about because they're dark skins living in the ghetto.
I literally loved this book, couldn't put it down until I finished. If you love hardcore,angst where your heart gets shattered into a million pieces this is the book for you. 😠😣😣