We have a saying in AA when we hear someone speak honestly and helpfully about the way of life that is recovery: we sometimes say “I want what they have”. That is to say, they demonstrate in their being a peace, a sobriety, a serenity, a steadfastness that is inviting and compelling and attractive. Something that we desire in our own lives and believe to be a promise, something that will become truer and true in our own being if we continue on the journey of transformation that is recovery from addiction.
Reading this wonderful, luminous, challenging book by Rowan Williams on the Christian life as described and pointed to by The Apostle’s Creed, I felt throughout a sense of “Oh, how I want what he has.” Not so much what Williams has as an individual — his life is his life, my life is my life — but what the creed promises to those who are willing to walk the loving, capacious, and yet narrow way it maps out.
I recommend this book to anyone interested in spirituality, in knowing what and who God may be. it’s a great introduction, a primer that is both accessible but also very very deep and rich.
Because of that depth and richness, it is also a wonderful re-introduction for Christians who have felt dry or confused or searching for something more in their own faith. And also for any who feel like they’ve already figured things out: this is a reminder that if we think we understand everything already, we definitely do not.
May all of us, as Rowan Williams invites us to, discover or discover a way of life that is honest, repentant and joyful. Altogether.