I gave up on page 70; skimming ahead I see it is more of the same as it goes on and I have to much selfrespect to keep on torturing myself with this.
Going in I knew it was erotica so that is not what set me off on itself; but rather what kind it is and how it is written. As I read it, I see a bad mangled attempt at turning Conan the barbarian on its head. As a long time fan of conan the barbarian, one of the key elements of that titular barbarian is that he is fond of women, is masculine as hell and never forces himself on women or use violence to make them submit to his will often in contrast with soldiers, thugs and sorcerers whose treatment of women is used as a contrast not just with Conan as a person but the whole supposedly barbaric background of Conan and the civilization the others are representing.
The barbarian in this story though..... casual rape is, at least in the part I read, the only form of sex this brute knows. As is use of violence as is weak justifications of both often going back to "he is a barbarian thus this is to be expected" although the whole civilization turns men into degenerates trope so common in Conan is not absent here but this too takes on a vile tone for the sake of vile tone. Again it's not that erotica or darkness of it that rubs me the wrong way, its the way it is written. Because the sex in this book is almost absent, even if you were into rape fantasies, there is little for you here as the writer neglects going into detail on any of it. So this awful for both persons, a person like me who was amused by the idea of an erotic version of the barbarian man with civilized woman plot, or one who wants abusive erotica. Neither gets what they would want.
I am more shocked by the realization that there is a whole series of this book and as I read the comments on it, the whole casual rape, stockholm syndrome and even worse just keeps on going. What I hoped would have been the plot, was a story of a woman finding pleasure and excitement while in companionship with a man who is so unlike her societal equals, not this violence and self worth shattering trash. I'll have to contend myself with the fantasy of Conan coming across this Tammad character and just beating the snot out of him.