“I distinctly recall my first impressions of Jordan. I had been en route to the United States from Iran, where I was working for a British urban planning firm. From the window of my aircraft, I had found myself spellbound by the serene of desert landscape washed golden by the retreating sun at dusk. I was overwhelmed by an extraordinary sensation of belonging, an almost mystical sense of peace.”
I decided to read Queen Noor’s autobiography for my 52 Books Around the World Challenge, in the hopes of learning more about the country of Jordan. After all, an American girl who finds herself the love interest of a Middle Eastern King is bound to have an interesting perspective on this exotic and fascinating kingdom.
While I certainly did not expect a “tell-all”, I did expect more than I got. There was very little describing and contrasting Jordan with Lisa Halaby’s (Queen Noor’s name pre-marriage) earlier life. I expected this book to be similar to contemporary “First Lady” autobiographies, which tell of their struggles to fit the role assigned to them, their passions and their work as the first lady of the land, and of course, their love and admiration of their husbands. She definitely got the love and admiration part down. In fact, she absolutely sanctifies the man. I’m not sure if that was purposeful on her part, or if she was encouraged to do so. I found it amusing that the few comments about Hussein that might be construed as faults (like his tendency to risk own life and the lives of his passengers by doing crazy stunts while piloting airplanes), she related as amusing anecdotes. Perhaps that was the only way she could reveal his character flaws, or perhaps she really did enjoy his “wild side.”
Queen Noor presents quite a bit of the history of Jordan and the Arab perspective of the conflicts in the Middle East. Unfortunately, it’s extremely slanted. In fact, it’s so biased there were times I felt I was being subjected to a propaganda piece. For instance, she lists several examples of Israel’s unfairness in dealing with the Palestinians, including setting curfews that make it difficult for Palestinians to get to and from work. I seem to recall near daily attacks from suicide bombers in Israel at that time, and the curfews were a way to address these violent attacks. After all, Israel could have denied Palestinians admittance entirely. Also, she condemned Israel for attacking Jordanian territory on the West Bank in retaliation for Palestinian attacks coming from the settlements there. And yet, Jordan refused to refused to police the area or arrest the offenders in order to stop the attacks.
Ultimately, she describes her husband King Hussein as a saint who could have achieved peace in the Middle East if it weren’t for the Israelis, the PLO, The United States, and all those self-interested leaders who agree to one thing and then go head and do the other.
On a positive note, it did make me want to learn more about the Middle East. Perhaps my next book will be more enlightening.