Having read this due to some personal connections with one of the individuals within this book, I am disappointed with Fred Rosen's lack of tact throughout the book. I can only say that I didn't care for this book but for anyone interested in knowing a little insight into Jonathan, before Jeremiah, I have lots of memories of Jon. I am not sympathetic to him regarding his actions, I feel for his victims but there's more to his story than what many know and what Rosen has compiled.
I grew up in Pea Ridge, the little town sandwiched between Pace and Milton. Mr. Rosen seemed to have confused the geography of the area with some inaccurate statements such has the location of the helicopter field which was actually within walking distance of Pace Middle and Pace High School, where myself and Jonathan Lawrence were classmates, but that's just minor details. Mr. Rosen's description of the area, as well as the people who reside there, is a bit extreme to call it a white washed community or the Redneck Riviera or even Lower Alabama, though it's actually 45 minutes east of Alabama. I wouldn't have ever used those words as a description to generalize the area because there's much more to Pace, Pea Ridge and Milton but I guess his involvement with the people involved in this story contributed to his conclusion regarding the area.
I'm sure Mr. Rosen put in a lot of time doing research and perhaps a bit of interviews, the book is peppered with inaccuracies and redundant information regarding the individuals mentioned in the book. Then again, I grew up in the area and I am well aware that the gossip mill is frequently corrupted with people's imaginations and stories are also skewed through prejudiced views.
When I moved to Pea Ridge in the early 1980s, Jonathan lived around the corner from me, I lived on Pace Lane and he lived on Overlook Circle. He and I became best friends almost immediately. We rode our bikes, listened to music including his sister's Cyndi Lauper tape, played in the woods and even hunted squirrel, rabbits and snakes with our pellet and bb guns. We had a normal friendship for 3rd to 5th grade boys except we were pretty much our own playmates, though other boys were in our neighborhood, Jon didn't play much with them. I remember we would talk about what we wanted to be when we grew up and found it strange when I talked about becoming a singer or a writer, Jon's reply was he didn't want to do anything. Jon seemingly had no ambition, dreams or goals other than to just exist. Believe it or not, Jon was not a judgmental person, though he did have a fascination with the KKK, I just don't think he connected the ideology of the actual KKK with people he knew in real life. I feel as if family member's Jon knew were influential with his interest in the KKK and he saw it more as an exclusive club like a country club rather than a community of racist extremists. Jon was the first person I came out to. When we found a dirty magazine in the woods, he was completely turned on whereas I was indifferent. When I told him that all I saw was naked women and what was going through my mind was how uncomfortable they may have been his feelings were completely different and took the magazine home for his own enjoyment. Jon never told anyone about my confession, not that I didn't make my feelings much of a secret, though Jon's brother, Wesley knew which prompted him to see me as a threat and would occasionally launch into bully mode and punch me or shoot me with my own BB gun. Needless to say, Wesley and I didn't get along very well and I tried to stay out of Wesley's line of sight. Jon had an unusual sense of humor and would do things to amuse himself and one wouldn't find out until days, weeks or even months later, if someone found out at all. During our 4th grade class photo, at the exact moment the camera flashed, he crossed his eyes and made a silly grin which caused a lot of controversy with our teacher Mrs. Norris when the photo company sent our class photo to us at the end of the school year, when it was way too late for a reshoot. I didn't notice Jon's mental issues until we were in the 6th grade when he started a fire, which I suffered a 3rd degree burn from. Looking back, I can see the signs that Jon and Wesley needed help. Jon's issues were progressive and seemed to be on a slow incline which is probably the reason that some of his disturbing behavior would fly under the radar. I do remember him showing me his new kittens a few times over the years that I knew him but I never saw the kittens as fully grown cats nor do I know their fate. Their mother, Iona, was nice but she was a single mother running a business while trying to take care of two boys and a girl in high school on her own. Jon and Wesley's sister, Lori, seemed to help as much as she could but she was just about 6 years older than Jon and myself and still in high school and I now realize she pretty much had to take care of herself. Lori was a very nice person and always treated me with kindness and respect. My sister and Lori remained friends after high school, in fact Lori has given us updates of Jon's life on death row a few time and how he speaks about the kindness our mom showed him as a child. After the fire I was forbidden to talk to Jon, our friendship had ended when I looked into his eyes and saw the grin on his face as flames engulfed my arm. Several years later, while Jon and I were in high school and we began speaking again but the dynamic was not the same and we never became friends again. I could see he was a completely different person, dark and very much emotionless. He attempted to dye his bright orange hair to jet black, which made him have a dead look to him with his fair skin, which would only last for a few weeks before his bright orange roots would start rapidly to show through. Jon was known throughout the neighborhood to wander at all hours of the night, sometimes prowling through people's yards. One night around 2 am, Jon was caught trying to steal the lawnmower of my next door neighbor, Eric Cook, from his backyard. It wasn't unusual to see Jon walking down the street in jeans, cowboy boots and wearing a black trench coat in 90 degree weather with a transistor radio singing along to whatever was playing on the radio, he didn't care what others thought, or perhaps he did and just craved some sort of attention. After I left school, I heard Jon had been arrested a few times including an attempt to blow up a Gulf Power substation as well as trying to set a church on fire. While he was in jail, my friend Angie had been corresponding with him through letters and she even shared some of the contents of the letters with me. Angie had become friends with Jon during her freshman year at Pace High. I believe Angie may have been Jon's only girlfriend during his entire life, I cannot remember any point in time that he had been involved in a relationship at school. I'm not sure how long their relationship lasted or if it fizzled out by the time of his release from that charge. I had never met Jeremiah Rogers as I had already left school by the time he came into the picture. From what I have gathered through former classmates and friends, Jeremiah fit into the clique known as the headbangers, which in Pace High's pecking order just meant that he wasn't an absolute loner but he didn't fit in with the religious crowd, jocks or nerdy kids. Jeremiah was an alpha type that Jonathan would have had no issue gravitating towards because Jon was most definitely a bit passive and a follower. I will never make excuses for Jon but I can say with all honesty, had Jonathan never crossed paths with Jeremiah after high school, Jon's fascination with death would most likely never have crossed over to reality. Jeremiah was like a lit firecracker introduced to a tank of gasoline. While Rosen did get a lot of elements to the story correct and did a good job to convey the character the victims so we got to know more about Jennifer and Justin so they weren't just names or old photographs. There are details within the book that I feel should have been left out, especially pertaining to personal issues regarding Lori. With all that said, the book is what it is, it's an account of Jonathan and Jeremiah's case which for all intensive purposes is correct.