Karina (book obsessionist)’s Comments (group member since Sep 20, 2020)

Karina (book obsessionist)’s comments from the Beyond the Pages group.

I search everywhere. I search the kitchen, the living chambers, dining area, and I even look in his room. Nothing. No Daniel. My heart starts pounding so hard I swear I can hear it.

I open the from metal gate. Maybe he’s outside. I look to the left. And I finally see him.

((I’ll modify. My phone didn’t load a bunch of messages. Sorry))

I took a deep breath. I shook my head angry at myself for always wanting the best from him. Why do I expect so much when he gives so little?

I turn around headed back to my chambers. I needed a nice long bath.

((Oh. I missed that. I’m sorry))

Why was Karan here? Does he want revenge on me for injuring him? I need answers. “Daniel, what is Karan doing here?” I demanded, angrily.

“You always did look cute when you’re angry.” Karan winked at me.

I ignored him and faced Daniel.

This time I dreamt of my mother and my father, and my dear sister, Calla. Oh how my heart aches for my family. I miss them everyday. I feel Like I left a part of my heart with them. Will I ever see them again? Is my father able to work with his illness? Is my mother still looking in the mirror everyday as if she is finding happiness somewhere in her own face. Is my sister, my dear sister behaving. Or is she getting into trouble with betrothed Michael?

How could he change so much? What made him so angry? I used to think of him as soft and gentle, now he enters my dreams and turns it into a nightmare. Could we, would we, ever become friends again? Will I ever be able to look at him without remembering his betrayal. Of how he broke my heart without even realizing it?

I couldn’t help but think of the first time I laid eyes on Karan. It was almost 5 years ago. I remember the first time he looked at me and how the corner of his mouth slowly arched into a smile.

I felt like a princess in her own castle. Was he here? Would he show his face after what he said to me three moons ago?