Karen asked Lori Nelson Spielman:

Did you have an inspiration for the book and hannah's character?

Lori Nelson Spielman Hi Karen,

I’ve always been intrigued by the idea of forgiveness. I grew up Catholic, and I have my fair share of shame and regret. I’m also a people pleaser, so I avoid conflict at all cost. I find it oddly fascinating when I hear of someone who has had a falling-out with a friend or family member and has severed all contact. That seems like such a heavy burden. Conversely, I adore those stories where victims are able to forgive their assailants…such grace in the human spirit.

I wanted my character to be an intensely private person with a shameful secret. And she needed to be high profile, because she was going to be publicly outed. But I didn’t think she wasn’t based on anyone I knew. In fact, initially I felt a bit estranged from Hannah Farr, talk show host. With help from some wonderful broadcast journalists, I was able to learn about Hannah's world. But her career and background still felt very different from mine.

As the story evolved, however, it became clear that Hannah and I aren't so different. Like Hannah, I'd rather listen than disclose my own story. We’re both introverts who pretend to be extroverts. When I was in high school, I was voted ‘Best Personality.’ Four years later, my college sorority voted me ‘Most Reserved.’ I was stunned. How does one go from big personality to reserved in four short years? But it was true. I was, and still am, a mix of a very private person with an outwardly friendly personality, just like my protagonist.

I hope this helps! Thanks so much for your question and my best wishes to you.
Lori

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