“I tell her what's it like with Ryan. How he's sweet and nice to me, and pretty much always does the right thing, or does the good thing. It all seems correct, but it doesn't seem right. Like when you solve a problem in math, it all works out perfectly. There's something that's flawless about that, and orderly. That's right. Correct is something that just works, waiting to be something better. But with Ryan, it doesn't ever feel like that. It doesn't feel solved. It feels like a lot of work for something that's never going to work out.”