“do you or don't you know
the two worlds I'm talking about,
the world that doesn't exist
where you wish you could be
on the dirt road that stretches out of Idaho
away from the cave and family?
The girl you want lives there.

All my life I've wanted to be the grand gesture
that forces the mouth open in disbelief

Instead I was the lamp cord, collecting dust and never moving.
It's easy to be the destroyed one.”