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How Halle and Kesai Met(Part One)
~Halle POV~
I'm scared. I didn't sleep well last night, so I'm tired too. Mommy said I was goingg to have a new brother today... but that made me even more scared. Was he nice? Or was he like Kyle? I shivered in the corner of my dark little room. There was only enough room for one bed, so Kyle said I would have to share with my new little brother. The door to my room slams open, and I jump, before I cover my face with my hands. A boy laughs, and walks inside. He looked around the room, sees me, and runs over.
"Hey, are you OK?" he asks me. I look up hesitantly, and see a boy with bleached white hair and gray-ish eyes. I think I look confused, and scared.
"Wh-who... a-are you...?" I ask him, quietly, though. I'm not sure if I am allowed the 'honor' of asking questions. My curiosity was beginning to lite again, even though it had long ago been beaten out of me.
"I'm Kesai Smoke." The boy, now dubbed Kesai, smiles at me. "Are you my sister?" I nod, and don't really feel like I am a good older sister. Then Kesai surprises me; he hugs me. I gently hug back, though my arms and back hurt.
"I-I'm... Halle..." I say quietly.
"Its nice to finally meet you, onee-san." I look confused for a minute.
"Onee... san..?" I ask, confused by the unknown words.
"It means 'big sister' in Japanes." Kesai explains to me. I smile back at him.
"Its... OK..." then I remember what Mommy told me, before she left:
"Its OK, Halle-chan. I'm going to get your little brother. 'Little brother' in Japanese, means 'Nii-chan'. So I'm going to get your nii-chan, and bring him back, OK?" I nodded, and gave her a big hug, not knowing I would never see her again.
"Its OK... nii-chan.." I say softly, and hug my younger brother.

awwwwww! *fangirls*

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so cuuute!

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*squee* *glomps Halle*

Halle: Um... let go.... please...

but your adowabbbbleeeee~

Hallr:....

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ima writing a fanfic~~

Coolio, so am I.

it's adowableeee! and it's something we have never done/ thought of

I knoooow!

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Was working on the idea we LARPed..

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Ya know, where Kyle gets Halle from CHB? Been writing for that idea^^

EPIC!

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Imaginary Life
Halle and Kesai
Song: Imaginary
Artist: Evanescence
Genre: Family/Horror
Rated: T+

-Halle POV, August 15th, 1987-

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming

I stare out the window of the Hell. I watch other kids my age play together, smiling and happy. Faintly I recall my younger years when mom was still home. I smile faintly, pulling my knees close to myself. Mom left three years ago to find my younger brother, Kesai. We hadn't heard from mom since. Two days ago, I found out she had died. Kesai was coming to live with us in four days. I'm kind of scared. I hope he's nice..

Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they’re falling, tell a story

Kesai is coming today. Its raining again, and I sit hugging my knees on my bed. I stare out at the rain pounding against the window. I lean my head against the cold window, wishing I could just close my eyes and go to sleep. My eyes close, and I start to doze off, dreaming about things that never will be.

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)

Suddenly I'm jerked out of my peaceful dreaming by an innocent tug on my arm. I jerk up, sitting up straight.
"O-onee-san?" a voice asks softly from next to me. I look around and see a short, white haired boy sitting next to me. He looks at me, with his head tilted to the side. "Onee-san?" he asks again. I smile timidly and nod. I don't say anything. After all, I have no reason to. I ruffle his hair affectionetly, and he smiles at me happily. Then, for some odd reason, he hugged me. I stiffined slightly, but eventually relaxed and gave him a small hug back. Kesai lets go and smiles up at me. I smile back slightly, the expression feeling foreign on my face.

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality

That night was one of the first where I slept peacefully. Until someone pulled gently on my arm. I awoke to see Kesai standing over me, looking scared. Thunder lit up the sky a split second after a roar of lightning. I jumped, and wondered how I had slept through the noise. Kesai bites his lip and rocks on his feet. I sit up, and offer him a place next to me. He sits down next to me and curls up next to me. I rock him gently. We both fall asleep like this. And, for the thousandth time I wish this would never end, that we could escape reality into dreamland.

I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

Years passed by. The abuse just got worse and worse with each passing day. I didn't talk unless I absolutely had to. Same with Kesai. I was often gazing into space, imagining life when Mom was still around. It was getting harder and harder to sleep, and I had dark shadows under my eyes. Life was passing by in a blur, and I didn't care. There really wasn't any reason to.

I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)

I walked home with Kesai in silence. We silently opened the door to the Hell that was our house. We hoped that maybe Kyle, our older brother and so-called 'guardian', had passed out from drinking too much, as he sometimes did.
He wasn't.
He grabbed me, shoving me into the wall. He stretched my arms behind my back, and I winced as he pushed me onto the floor.
"Please stop.." Kesai whispered. Kyle smirked, and pushed his foot into my back. He grabbed something off of the table, and I heard Kesai scream, then saw him fall in a heap onto the floor. "K-kesai-ni?!" I whispered in shock. That was when pain exploded in my spine. I screamed in pain, and he shoved a rag into my mouth. Something cut along into my neck, and I tried to scream. The blade cut into my spine again, and I could faintly hear myself screaming...

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming

I awoke in a hospital. I looked around, slightly confused. Kesai smiled at me.
"You're awake!" he said happily. I nodded in reply, and his smile faded. "I'm sorry, onee-san. I couldn't get to you in time... The doctors.. They say you might not be able to walk again." I looked at him in surprise. "What?" My voice, barely a whisper, asked.
"But on the bright side, we never have to see Kyle again!" I smiled, and nodded. That was good news...
That night, I layed awake in my bed, scared of the silence. I wanted to escape this reality into my dreams, but my paranoid and scared mind
told me that if I dared to go to sleep, he would find me. And he would kill me.

Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming

I never talked again. Eventually they let me leave the hospital, and Kesai wheeled me in the chair. I despised it. I hated myself. I hated Kyle, for putting me in this pathetic position. I smiled sometimes, whenever I noticed Kesai getting upset about something. But it was never a true smile. The smile was like a paper flower, fake, and kind of pretty, but not comparing to a actual smile.
And I knew I would never smile a true smile again.

(Paper flowers)