Mandy K. > Quotes

“You’re slowly dying trying to find peace somehow.”
― Mandy K., Pen And Paper

“In my head, this world is so much more beautiful. If you ever catch me daydream, please, don’t wake me up.”
― Mandy K., The Story Of A Loner: The Words I Never Said

“Don’t comfort me
with a lie that hurts more
than the truth ever could.”
― Mandy K., The Final Stroke

“I wish I could wake up tomorrow
with a mind that does not constantly
remind me of the pain of yesterday.”
― Mandy K., The Final Stroke

“My heart is dead, my soul is gone, my veins are filled with drugs and my brain has lost its mind.”
― Mandy K., The Story Of A Loner: The Words I Never Said

“I wish I could delete the memory of you as easily as I could delete you from my contacts.”
― Mandy K., The Final Stroke

“For the past years I was so good at hiding my pain that it went ignored.”
― Mandy K., The Story Of A Loner: The Words I Never Said

“Your head will tell you a thousand times that it’s over before your heart will.”
― Mandy K., Pen And Paper

“Please understand that you don’t always have to make jokes about your sadness. You are allowed to suffer, too.”
― Mandy K., The Story Of A Loner: The Words I Never Said

“I still cannot tell our story without crying.”
― Mandy K., The Story Of A Loner: The Words I Never Said

“You have to realize that change won’t happen to those who got used to hurting you and getting away with it every time.”
― Mandy K., Pen And Paper

“Forgetting is easier than having to remember for as long as it takes not to hurt anymore.”
― Mandy K.

“You don’t see me
the way I see you.
Can’t you feel
how my heart breaks
every time I try
to talk to you?
I’m trying so hard
to give you my best.
While you give me ignorance
and this terrible pain
in my chest.”
― Mandy K., The Final Stroke

“In the end, we always know better, don’t we?”
― Mandy K., Pen And Paper

“I have tried to drink this pain away,
to smoke it away,
to write it away.
I tried to make it numb,
I tried to run away from it,
I tried to fight it.
But everything I tried to escape
found me in my sleep
again.”
― Mandy K., The Final Stroke

“Too many people are fighting battles you cannot look up in history books. Don’t blame them if it made them sick at some point.”
― Mandy K.

“When I quit smoking, they told me it takes three days to be able to breathe normally again, five days until I’m no longer physically addicted, seven days until there’s no more nicotine in my blood, six months to be entirely clean and fifteen years until the chance of a sudden death due to the consequences of smoking is minimized to 50%.
I wish somebody could tell me how long it would take to be over you, too.”
― Mandy K.

“Sometimes, it’s hard to talk about what you think of the most.”
― Mandy K., The Final Stroke

“How many nights does it take to stop these wounds from bleeding?”
― Mandy K., The Story Of A Loner: The Words I Never Said