Emmy Sanders > Quotes

“Have you ever wanted someone so much,” I say slowly, “that it feels like your atoms are vibrating when you’re away from them? Like you’re half of a whole, and your body knows it. And until you’re in their arms again, every single piece of you is straining toward them because…because they’re your home. They’re part of you. Your beginning and your never-ending.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“We’ll never be done. Me and you, we don’t have an ending.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“What is it?” I ask. The softness in his gaze floors me, as does his answer. “Looking.” “You’ve seen me a million times,” I point out, heart pounding. His expression manages to convey how much of an idiot I am, while also weakening my knees. “Never enough.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“I knew it then, and I know it now. He’s a firefly. Luminous and wild. He was never meant to be trapped. Not here and not with me.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“But we’re not done,” he says vehemently, stepping into my space. “We’ll never be done. Me and you, we don’t have an ending.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“Yeah,” he says quietly. “Me and you, right, El?” “Me and you,” I answer.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“Maybe, when it comes down to it, love is in the act of living. It’s choosing—breathing—that person every single day.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“Many people hear the word autistic, and they think of easily recognizable traits. They think of tics. Outbursts. They think of obsessions with trains. They don’t see the shy kid who’s fascinated with color and glass. They don’t think of the girl with few friends who shows strong leadership skills. But the autism spectrum is as vast and varied as those glass jars Ellis collects. No two situations are the same, and at the end of the day, ASD or not, Ellis is his own person. He’s his own unique person just like everybody else. He’s not broken. He doesn’t need to be fixed. None of us are perfect, but I love my son just as he is. And you do, too. Don’t you?”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“Not everyone is going to understand you, Ellis. But it’s not your job to make them.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“There comes a time in life when a person has to decide whether they’re going to continue down the same well-marked path they’ve been traveling for far too long or whether they’re going to jump the guardrails and go offroad.”
― Emmy Sanders, Sweet Like Whiskey

“With the moon lending its soft glow through the window, Lucky falls asleep. And I learn what it is to cradle a firefly in my palms.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“I was ten years old when I met Lucky. I knew it then, and I know it now. He’s a firefly. Luminous and wild. He was never meant to be trapped. Not here and not with me. And in a few days, I’ll finally watch him fly away.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“I’ll call,” he says, repeating his words from earlier. “And you’ll answer.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“Attraction can be swift, instantaneous and all-consuming, like wildfire. It can be slowly crafted and tended to over time, an ever-changing canvas, brush strokes built over one another until the picture is clear. It can be lost, I think, for some.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“If you ever decide to love someone,” he says slowly, “they’ll be very lucky.” He already is.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“No two situations are the same, and at the end of the day, ASD or not, Ellis is his own person. He’s his own unique person just like everybody else. He’s not broken. He doesn’t need to be fixed. None of us are perfect, but I love my son just as he is. And you do, too. Don’t you?”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“Step one in Brad’s Guide to Finding Himself and Falling in Love: Make a new friend. Nailed it.”
― Emmy Sanders, 10 Ways to Accidentally Fall in Love

“I don’t have time to unwrap those words before Lucky is going up on his toes, tugging me in by the back of the neck, and pressing his lips to mine.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“We’re friends, yes. Always. But we’re more than that, too. Lucky is… He’s my everything.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“Family isn’t always given, you know? Sometimes it’s earned. And I think that makes it all the more important. Choosing to love? I don’t think there’s anything greater than that.”
― Emmy Sanders, 10 Ways to Accidentally Fall in Love

“And I’m here. I’m here, okay? So kiss me. Kiss me, please, or I swear to God—” As a tornado rages somewhere overhead, that leash around my heart snaps, and I give in to the thing I want above all else. I lunge forward and kiss my best friend.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“I want to see it, Ellis.” The tornado? “The world,” he answers, despite me not having said a word. “I want to experience life.” There’s life happening right here. But I don’t think it’s enough for Lucky.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“Finally, I say, “When you’re…gone, you… You share your life. With me. Your adventures and… And your joy.” I set my gaze on the corn as I go on. “It means the world to me, Luck. To be a part of that. I… Please don’t stop just…just because I was…” Scared, I can’t say. I can’t. I let out a small breath before continuing. “I don’t ever want to lose…the place I have in your world.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“I’ve always preferred my own company to others’. It’s easier when I don’t have to worry about my words not coming out right. Or not coming out at all.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“How, when we’re together, all I can see is blue. He’s blue, and our story is washed in it. It’s waterfalls and a quick beating heart. It’s starlit skies and the feeling of home. It’s paint, splashed across the floor, a messy declaration of loyalty. It’s the look in his eyes, both familiar and exciting. It’s a million shades of relief and compassion, understanding and trust. It’s all the memories that bind us together. It’s cool and quenching, and it burns like nothing else. Blue is love. To me, it’s love. And that’s always been Lucky.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“I love travelling. I love my job. But at the end of the day, all I want is to share it with you. You're the one I want to come home to. You're the one I miss every time I'm back in New York. You're the one who makes me happy, who makes my pulse jump like no other high.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“You are my sun, Ash,” I tell him seriously. “My sunshine. My good thing ahead. Thank you for chasing me, even when I was being a stubborn ass about it.”
― Emmy Sanders, Sweet Like Whiskey

“My words cut off when there’s a screech of wheels in front of me. I don’t have time to say a single thing more”
― Emmy Sanders, Saddle to Sunup

“Mrs. Cole was right. No matter what, nothing will keep us apart. We’ll always come back to one another, time and time again.”
― Emmy Sanders, To Catch a Firefly

“When you feel lost, look at the stars and know I am looking at them with you.”
― Emmy Sanders, This and Every Life