T. Ashleigh > Quotes

“You’re important to me. Fuck that, I’m obsessed with you, Blaine Yates. Like a toxin there ain’t no cure for. You’ve poisoned me, baby, but I’ll happily suffer for you.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“Blaine, baby, I need you to get out of my head, you’re fucking with my ability to do life properly.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“You know, it's crazy how something can break you apart and ground you at the same time.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“It's crazy how you can know someone for so long but not really know them.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“My chest is heaving, breaths puffing past my lips harshly as he works me up. “He punched you and it pissed me off. No one fucks with you but me.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“Would have chased you your entire life. Stalked you until you caved. Carved my name into your skin to show you how serious I was. You’ll never be able to escape me.” “Fucking’ psycho,”
― T. Ashleigh, Painful Love

“He’s like an addiction, a drug of the worst kind that’s consuming me, and all I want is my next hit.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“Why do I have to care what everyone thinks? Nobody besides Landon actually gives a shit about me. They all want what they see, not who I am. At least when I’m with Silas, I don’t have to hide. I hate him, and our hatred is the most authentic thing in my life right now.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“What you did in there… thank you.” His tone sounds vulnerable, so unlike him. I can’t help but smile widely, beaming at him as I blush, knowing good and well I’d do it again. “No problem.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“You like my kisses?” I ask, reaching up to run my finger across his blood-tinted lips, but he smacks my hand away.
“Screw you,” he growls...”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“I want to feel the jab of his fist as he splits my lip with a punch. I want to bleed from his assault, only to turn around and hit him back just as hard. I don’t know if I want to bleed for him as much as I want him to bleed for me, but I do know whatever happens between us is going to be explosive.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“It's stupid to think that I can ever have anything that's just mine. I'm just here for everyone to take and take and take from.
And I'm scared about what will happen when there's nothing left to give.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“Do you think that’s why I like violence so much? Why there’s…” I trail off, not liking where my thoughts are headed. “Finish your sentence,” he presses, giving me another squeeze. “Why there’s somethin’ wrong with me?”
― T. Ashleigh, Painful Love

“It feels intoxicating.
My blood is on his lips, smeared like some fucked-up lipstick, and his huge gray eyes are so lost, to the point they suck me into Wonderland. That’s the only explanation I have for what I do next.
Down the motherfucking rabbit hole we go.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“I was always going to end up here, wasn’t I? At least this way, I’ll go for an honorable reason. There can’t be a better way to protect the people I love than by giving myself up for them. And I love Blaine Yates.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“No matter what, he’ll be safe with me, and I’m not afraid to burn down the world to make it happen.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“I just want to hold him, to whisper over and over that he’s going to be okay, and that I’ll be here to help him with whatever he needs every step of the way. But my touch isn’t welcome, my presence isn’t wanted, so I’ll do what I can and love him from a distance, be there for him from a distance, no matter how much I hate it.”
― T. Ashleigh, Painful Love

“I don’t even know what happened, but I know I’m about to go full-blown Christian Bale, American psycho on someone’s ass.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“I have no idea how we got here. One second I was ready to beat his ass and the next we were kissing. I’m just going to blame it all on pure insanity.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me, he loves me not,” I mumble again and again as I rifle through my treasure. After the day in his office, when my obsession bloomed and I started stealing his shit, I told myself that one day I wouldn’t need little pieces of him, that I’d have him as a whole. As someone who would love and never leave me.”
― T. Ashleigh, Painful Love

“Because when you became mine, you became theirs too. We protect what’s ours.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“It’s dirty, crazed, and honestly, really damn hot.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“I love you with every single part of me. I’m nothing without you.”
― T. Ashleigh, Omitting You

“I think of his eyes again. Specifically, right after he came. I don’t think he noticed I was looking at him, but Jesus fuck, it was captivating. I swear those dark eyes have sprinkles of galaxies inside them, so many layers—lust, confusion, greed—and that’s what does it for me. Silas’ fucking eyes.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“It’s scary, all these things I’m feeling. It’s so foreign and I know there’s a chance this could all blow up in my face, but I can’t fight it anymore. I can’t fight him. And when I finally accept that fact and let go, it truly feels like living.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“Then it’s all just an act after that.
Random conversations and forced smiles. I’m drowning in a sea of pretend—a fabricated reality I had no part in creating—and it takes pieces away from me until there’s nothing left.
I’m so over it.”
― T. Ashleigh, Hateful Love

“He’s not just my best friend, he’s my whole f*@☆ing world . Full stop. Since we were kids, he’s been my one constant.”
― T. Ashleigh, Omitting You

“What my little psycho wants, my little psycho gets.”
― T. Ashleigh, Painful Love

“My Best friend. My person. My entire f*@☆ing world.”
― T. Ashleigh, Omitting You

“You’ll hear it every day for the rest of your life. I love you, my little psycho. More than myself, more than my life, more than anythin’.”
― T. Ashleigh, Painful Love