Kitty Thomas > Quotes

“His touch was like heroin in my veins, and I was a grateful addict.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“I felt that if he touched me, I'd die. and then the thought crawled into my brain that if he didn't touch me, I'd die.”
― Kitty Thomas, The Auction

“He said it with everything he did, every touch, every caress, every physical pleasure he bestowed upon me. Give it all to me. Give me your will.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“When you really thought about it crying was a rather bizarre thing for any creature to be capable of. What purpose did it serve other than revealing too much?”
― Kitty Thomas, The Auction

“I'm your responsiblity now. You created me. You made me this way. This is your fucking mess. If you suddenly care about morality, then don't make me go. "Let me stay. I'll be your slave. I'll be your whore. I'll never fight you. I won't disobey. Whatever you want, just don't make me go back. Please. I can't live in that world anymore. You know it's true. I just want to be yours.”
― Kitty Thomas , Comfort Food

“If you haven't developed morals by the time you start reading erotica, it's probably too late.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“I know I need him. And I hope he needs me. What we have is fucked up and twisted, but it serves a need. I know I've always been wired differently. He only brought to the surface what was already there.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“You may get me to say the word, but know this, you will never truly own me. That right belongs to my real master. You may take his symbol off my hip, but there will always be a scar that reminds us both what was there. And you might take his collar off my throat, but you'll never erase his name from my soul.”
― Kitty Thomas, Tender Mercies

“He always gave me choices. Or maybe what he gave me was force wrapped in the pretty package of pretend free will.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“The only thing you're safe from is everyone and everything else. I can protect you from literally anything but myself.
Pray that i don't love you, Juliette. I'm scared of what will happen to you if i do" - The Last Girl”
― Kitty Thomas

“Your indignant behavior over the slightest perceived gender inequality makes it almost certain that inequality is what you masturbate to at night.”
― Kitty Thomas, Big Sky

“I'd convinced myself it would have been different if he'd been as ugly on the outside as he was on the inside, but he wasn't. He was cruel beauty, a sculpture, a god, and I couldn't tear my eyes from him. I'd seen his expression soften in the dungeon with the whip. I'd do anything to have him look at me like that again, no matter how insane he was.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“People always think that they'll never break. They'll never give in, CIA operatives somehow crack, but not them”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“I want to drink you until there’s nothing left. I want you to magically rematerialize so I can do it again. I want a phoenix that will rise from the ashes just so I can keep burning her. I thought I knew madness, but I didn’t know it before you.”
― Kitty Thomas, Big Sky

“Over months of being with him, my prison had become my sanctuary, and now that I was free, the world was my prison. There was nowhere left to run.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“Somewhere deep in my mind, I knew he could be my new ocean.”
― Kitty Thomas, Awakening

“Blackmail.
It was the socially-approved equivalent of blow me, and I'll get you some of the good stuff.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“He'd gone from being just my tormentor to being my tormentor and protector, though I needed protection from nothing but him.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“She thought she was wrong? He was the one who got a hard-on every time she looked up at him with those desperate, brown eyes. Everything in his brain screamed: Prey. Take. Use. He wasn't exactly proud of it, but there it was.”
― Kitty Thomas, Tender Mercies

“When you became everything and everything became you, what was there to dispute? Everything just was.”
― Kitty Thomas, Big Sky

“Can I take a few things?"
Mementos. How fucked up was that? I wanted reminders of my imprisonment.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“I have no doubt he’ll hurt me. But he’ll do it on clean satin sheets in romantic lighting.”
― Kitty Thomas, The Last Girl

“Fiction had sold me pretty lies, and none of them did me any good now.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“And that was when I knew. I had to kill him.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“He smiled that soulless smile that made me feel warm and like I was dying all at the same time.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“In our modern age, some are concerned about the practice of keeping animals caged. Although this is a valid concern, unfortunately once an animal has lived in captivity for so long, it’s more cruel to release them back into the wild. They no longer have the survival skills. This is more true for those born into captivity, but is also”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“All I feel is sympathy for the devil who has crawled inside my heart, stealing my soul and my will from me.”
― Kitty Thomas, The Last Girl

“You see, I've never been free. Not one day of my life. I've always given in to the wants and needs of those around me. My confidence has always been a social mask and my success as a motivational speaker was because my mask was just so damn convincing. At times, even to me.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“Monsters aren’t supposed to be beautiful.”
― Kitty Thomas, Comfort Food

“He made you believe you’d have lovely things and live kinkily ever after, didn’t he?”
― Kitty Thomas, Tender Mercies