Suzzan Blac > Quotes

“The horror of abuse is safe because you know it well, it is your lifestyle.”
― Suzzan Blac, The Rebirth of Suzzan Blac: A Memoir

“I didn’t want to feel happy. I could not trust happiness. For happiness I would always pay a price, because clearly I did not deserve it.”
― Suzzan Blac, The Rebirth of Suzzan Blac: A Memoir

“Logical thought thwarts your true feelings and limits your creative boundaries as well as the courage to go beyond the barriers of acceptance and perceived normality.”
― Suzzan Blac

“That I had soiled and tainted Alice’s pseudo-happy existence with my disgusting filth. That I had been condemned and exiled me to planet shit, where I belonged.”
― Suzzan Blac, The Rebirth of Suzzan Blac: A Memoir

“I certainly remember the abuse. Especially Mother’s embroidery of pain, the tapestry of resentment and hate that took her so many years to create.”
― Suzzan Blac, The Rebirth of Suzzan Blac: A Memoir

“People were, without exception, despicable. From now on I would remain cold and distant—with everyone.”
― Suzzan Blac, The Rebirth of Suzzan Blac: A Memoir

“I had to find out who I really was, not what people had made me become.”
― Suzzan Blac

“When you don’t understand what it is you are trying to express, and others around you make you feel ashamed for trying, you quickly abandon the effort, or at least I did.”
― Suzzan Blac, The Rebirth of Suzzan Blac: A Memoir

“I lay down on my shitty bed in my shitty flat in my shitty neighborhood, full of shit people and waited to die.”
― Suzzan Blac