Tabatha Vargo > Quotes

“You will never know the depths of me, so don't even try to explore that far. You'll get lost and you won't survive me. Don't pretend to understand my feelings and emotions. Half the time I don't have any anyway, but when it comes to you, they're limitless, which is more dangerous. I don't look at you like you're nothing. I look at you like you're everything, because you are, and I fucking hate it.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Playing Patience

“I don't look at you like you're nothing. I look at you like you're everything, because you are, and I fucking hate it.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Playing Patience

“How had I not noticed her there before? She stuck out like a whore in church. Except in this case it was the direct opposite. She stuck out like an angel in hell.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Playing Patience

“There's a funny thing about scars. You can cover them up and hide them, but no matter what you do, they're always there.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Perfecting Patience

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Little Black Book

“The emerald gates of Oz are open and I’m being allowed a tiny glimpse of a color-filled world. Finally, he blinks and his intense spell is broken.”
― Tabatha Vargo

“You came into my life when I needed you the most. I didn’t even know I was capable of being the man I am when I’m with you. I was dark and broken, and you lit up my world and put me back together piece by piece. I can’t breathe when I’m not with you. I can’t think of anything but your smile and the way you make me feel when we’re apart. I’ve decided that I never want to be away from you again, and if you’ll have me, I’d like to be yours until there’s nothing left of me.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Perfecting Patience

“It is amazing the things love will make you do. Love will make you kill, cheat, and steal. It will also make you walk away from the person who inspires your feelings if it keeps a smile on their face and gives them happiness.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Perfecting Patience

“Life had been difficult for Zeke and me. There were hard times that we almost didn't make it through. But then we found each other and held each other together. Not everyone meets their other half. Not everyone has the chance to feel the kind of love that Zeke and I have for each other, but I'd like to think that after everything I went through in my life, Zeke was my happy ending.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Perfecting Patience

“My demons hunt my sleep. They make it impossible to know what peace is.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Little Black Book

“It wasn’t healthy, my obsession with her, but it felt amazing. I never wanted to be apart from her. I wanted to live in her. Breathe her into me every second of every day, but reality was real, and that wasn’t something I could do.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Slammer

“Fingering those strings and watching ride that speaker like it was a vibrating cock was the highlight of my life.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Perfecting Patience

“I was minutes away from stripping naked and screaming, "Oh yeah, baby, finger my name tag!”
― Tabatha Vargo, On the Plus Side

“I was just a shell of the person I used to be-hard on the outside and empty on the inside. Those marks were my own personal tombstonr, reminding me every day that I was just as dead as the one I'd murdered.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Slammer

“I love you more than life, Lyla… more than my next breath. I love you in an impossible way that burns my skin and scrambles my soul. It’s you. It will always be you.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Slammer

“I could fuck you senseless right here, right now, and give the women watching orgasms. That, sweetheart, is how good I am.”
― Tabatha Vargo

“I opened the door with a smile on my face that soon melted when I saw his messy appearance.
The doorframe held him up as he leaned all of his weight against it. Expressionless, bloodshot eyes stared back at me as he lifted his hand and ran it roughly down his unshaved face. His hair was disheveled and there was blood on the front of his shirt. Panic rose up as I took him in. I rushed to him and ran my fingers down his body, as I checked for injuries.

“You’re bleeding! Oh my God, Devin! What happened? Are you OK?”

“It’s not my blood,” he slurred.

I took a better look at his gorgeous face. His unfocused eyes attempted to meet mine and it was then that the smell of liquor reached me.

“You’re drunk?”

“Abso-fucking-lutely.” He attempted to move toward me and almost fell over.

I wrapped my arms around him and helped him into my apartment. Once we made it to the couch I let him collapse onto the cushion before I went straight to work on his clothes. I removed his blood-stained shirt first and threw it to the side. Quickly checked him over again just to be sure that he wasn’t injured somewhere. His skin felt cold and clammy against my fingertips.

His knuckles were busted open, so I went to the bathroom and got a wet towel and the first aid kit. I cleaned his fingers then wrapped them up.

I felt fingers in my hair and looked up to see a very drunk Devin staring back at me.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he whispered as his heavy head fell against the back of my couch again.

Shaking my head, I dropped onto my knees on the floor and removed his boots.
Once I was done getting Devin out of his shoes, I went to the hallway closet and pulled out a blanket for him. When I got back to the couch, he was standing there looking back at me in all his tattooed, muscled glory. He was still leaning a bit to the side when his eyes locked on mine.

“Come here,” he rasped.

He looked as if he was about to crumble and I couldn’t tell if it was the alcohol or if something was really breaking him down.

“Are you OK, baby?” I asked.

He closed his eyes and sighed. “I love it when you call me baby.”

I went to him and he groaned as I softly ran my hands up his chest and put my arms around his neck. On my tiptoes, I softly kissed the line of his neck and his chin.

“Tell me what happened, Devin.”

When he finally opened his eyes, he looked at me differently. The calm and collected Devin was gone and an anxiety-ridden shell of a man stood before me. His shoulders felt tense beneath my fingers and his eyes held a crazed demeanor.

“I need you, Lilly.” He captured my face softly in his hands as he slurred the words.

“Please tell me what happened?”

“Make it go away, baby,” he whispered as he leaned in and started to kiss me.

I let him as I melted against his body. He collapsed against the couch once more, but this time he took me with him. Not once did he break our kiss, and soon, I felt his velvet tongue against mine. I kissed him back and let my fingers play in the hair at the back of his neck.

He broke the kiss and started down the side of my neck.

“I need you, Lilly,” he repeated against my skin.

“I’m here.” I bit at my bottom lip to stop myself from moaning.

“Please, just make it all go away,” he drunkenly begged.

“I don’t know what’s going on, but tell me what to do to make it better. I want to make it better, Devin.” I stopped him and stared into his eyes as I waited for his response.

“Don’t leave me,” he said desperately.

“I’m not going anywhere. I’m here. I’ll do whatever it takes to make it better.” I wanted to cry.

He looked so hurt and afraid. It was strange to see such a strong, confident man so lost and unsure.

He flipped me onto my back on the couch and crawled on top of me. His movements were less calculated—slower than usual.

“I want you. I need to be inside you,” he said aggressively.”
― Tabatha Vargo, On the Plus Side

“Monsters were real, too. They didn’t live in our closets or hide under our beds. They squatted within us—coming out occasionally to destroy the things we loved—coming out to destroy us.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Slammer

“Estaba dejando que ella me aspirara. Estaba aspirándola y ella era el aire que iba a necesitar por el resto de mi vida.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Playing Patience

“Aren't you suppose to say something sweet to me? "
"You were the reason, Red."
"Reason for what?"
"That my heart beat again.”
― Tabatha Vargo, The Wrath of Sin

“She was a drug. She made me high, and I waited every day for another hit of her.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Slammer

“I silently wished to be a car-I was big enough to be one. I wanted to imagine myself purring every time Devin got inside me and took me for a ride. Unfortunately, all I could see was me drunk with chocolate smeared across my face singing the Transformer's intro "Robots in Disguise!" into Shannon's broken box fan.”
― Tabatha Vargo, On the Plus Side

“Evil radiated from him, even though he had a face that was obviously chiseled by angels.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Slammer

“he sounds like he could put a serious fucking on a bitch.” She sat her glass down on the table in front of her with a clink. “All I’m saying is I’d like to be that bitch.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Slammer

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.” —FLAVIA WEEDN”
― Tabatha Vargo, Little Black Book

“By the time I got my hands on whoever was responsible, I’d be too angry to enjoy beating the life out of them.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Little Black Break

“It scared me. Once you cared about someone, you gave them the ability to destroy you,”
― Tabatha Vargo, Shattered Skull

“You shouldn’t change who you are for anyone.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Jack Hammer

“There’s nothing wrong with my daughter. There’s something wrong with all the boys who can’t see how wonderful she is.” “So, she’s ugly?” “Absolutely not!” she snapped. “She has a small weight problem, but she’s beautiful and that’s exactly how you will treat her. Take her out, show her a fabulous time, and make her feel like she’s the most gorgeous creature you’ve ever seen.” “Basically, you want me to blow smoke up her ass?” “Stay away from her ass, but yes…”
― Tabatha Vargo, On the Plus Side

“If she asks, just tell her I’m yours.”
― Tabatha Vargo, Little Black Book