Maxim Loskutoff > Quotes

“When Ruthie pressed her face against the window of her closet-sized room, she could see Trapper Peak, the tallest in the Bitterroots, hooked like a finger beckoning her above the tree line. Circled by bald eagles and white with snow eleven months of the year, it reassured her that men were small scrabbling things, crawling across the ice unaware of the depths below. The boys in her class made each other bleed with straightened paper clips. Her father’s friends—Kent Willis, Raymond Pompey, and the Salish brothers Terry and Billy French—drank themselves into stupors of displaced rage and stumbled outside to shoot bottles off a busted washing machine. The glass shards glinted kaleidoscopically in the morning sunlight while the men snored in the living room, their arms sprawled tenderly over each other’s chests, showing affection in sleep in a way that would be impossible awake. Tiptoeing around them to the bathroom, Ruthie wanted to fly away. She climbed on top of the toilet and wedged her head through the small window. Her gray eyes had a yellow ring in the irises like the beginning of an explosion, noticed by strangers, that she hoped would allow her to see farther. She tasted a storm approaching in the air. Saw herself zooming over the spent shotgun shells, the glittering pattern of glass, the cannibalized dump truck her father used as a kind of fort—full of discarded whiskey pints and Bowhunter magazines—to perch atop Trapper Peak and look back down on her life, free from its bonds and humiliations.”
― Maxim Loskutoff, Ruthie Fear

“Was this all there was to life? Cooking dinners you didn’t want while you waited for disaster to strike?”
― Maxim Loskutoff, Old King

“It was always the tall, mournful ones you had to watch out for.”
― Maxim Loskutoff, Old King

“She spent most of her time alone. Emotions stormed through her. Cars passing on the road could make her so angry that she wanted to sow the asphalt with land mines, while the flight of a bee, one of the season’s last, over the withered plants in the Breeds’ flower garden could lift her almost to tears.”
― Maxim Loskutoff, Ruthie Fear