Penny Dee > Quotes

“I want you! It doesn’t matter if I find someone else—they’re not you. So, I’m fucking doomed, do you understand me? Because I don’t want anyone else. And believe me, I’ve tried. But it seems that choice left me when I was five-years-old and my heart decided it belonged to you.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“Some days I sat under the stars for hours. While others-if the day had been particularly brutal- I stripped out of my clothes and dove into the watery depths of my pool, just to find the silence beneath the water and let it surround me. It was something I did a lot lately. Swimming naked, to drown out the noise of my world and the things I had to do to survive in it.”
― Penny Dee, Off Limits

“I’m so confused,” I whispered. Abby looked sympathetic. “Do you love him?” My eyes found hers. “That’s the sad thing, Abby. I never stopped.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“You broke me. Not my heart, but my everything. And you think you can kiss me at sunset and I will fall into your arms? Are you fucking kidding me?”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“If you ever put your hands on me again”
― Penny Dee, The Devil's Den

“Mama knelt down next to me. She’s real pretty, but when she gets mad she gets a fire in her eyes and a look on her face that is still pretty, but scary at the same time. Our daddy was a big, powerful man, but our mama, she could stop a train with one look.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“The problem is—he isn’t wrong. Something inside of me is broken. And I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to put it back together again.”
― Penny Dee, Jack

“All because of one fateful day when I caught a glimpse of her and decided I wanted her.”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison

“I want you! It doesn’t matter if I find someone else—they’re not you. So, I’m fucking doomed, do you understand me? Because I don’t want anyone else. And believe me, I’ve tried. But it seems that choice left me when I was five and my heart decided it belonged to you.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“Because I’ve had a taste of life without him, and there is nothing that could be done to me in the future that would make me want to drink that midnight poison again.”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison

“Because I want her. I can’t let her go. And any fears of becoming vulnerable because of my feelings for her pale in comparison to the fear of losing her. I want this. I want us. I want forever with her.”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison

“So the question isn’t why she would do this. It’s why the fuck wouldn’t she?”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison

“I was an all-or-nothing kind of girl. I either held my feelings close to my chest and stayed focused, or I opened the floodgates and let everything tumble out.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“wildflower”
― Penny Dee, Jack

“Adults are weird,” she said, dusting off her knees. “I ain’t ever growing up.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“excited”
― Penny Dee, The Devil's Den

“I reach for another plushki and decide calories don’t count when you’ve been kidnapped.”
― Penny Dee, Bratva Lullaby

“Hells bells, Bella. Look at the planet you’re wearing on your ring finger.” Imogen grabs my hand to get a better look at my engagement ring as we wait for our coffees at a quaint bakery on Charles Street. “It’s sparklier than a vampire in Forks.”
― Penny Dee, The Devil's Den

“You’ve taken everything from me. You broke us and there just aren’t enough pieces left to put us back together again.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“With little else left to say, he nodded and began to turn away, but stopped. He frowned as he turned back to me.
“You know it was the biggest mistake of my life, right?”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“I’m so fucking in love with her I can barely see straight.”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison

“He knows he’s punching above his weight marrying you, beautiful lady, and don’t you ever let him forget it.”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison

“And since then I’ve made a series of mistakes, starting with letting her into my bed, and ending with letting her into my heart.”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison

“Hurt and anger hang heavily in the room. Finally, he says, "If you're going to leave, then go.” My heart breaks open in my chest. He’s giving me what I want. He’s letting me go. Why does it hurt so much? Leaving the bed, I pick up my bag but falter at the door because walking away from him will be the hardest thing I’ve ever done.”
― Penny Dee, The Devil's Den

“You’re full of good ideas, my friend, but marrying this angel is the best one you’ve ever had.”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison

“Mama said name-calling was for people who didn’t have many words. They weren’t smart enough to get their point across. So they used mean names, instead.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“Clapton’s “Layla”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“In one night, I had lost everything.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“Yeah, darlin’, go and make it happen.”
― Penny Dee, Kings of Mayhem

“That some things aren’t worth fighting for.
While others are worth giving your life.”
― Penny Dee, Midnight Poison